Secondhand - Lyrics - Weak Lazy Liar

1. Today I feel secondhand I could tell you where I've been Where I came from Who I belonged to once But that's memory I don't want to think about it now So, things come & they go Most days I am lonely, like Thanksgiving Like the coughing of an engine through the trees Today I am singular And shuddering (chorus) I settle down I pull my coat around me On a park bench with pigeons And the loud Absence of sound Here is November Christmas lights strung in the lane Bleed onto the pavement Blinking in the rain They go off and on Off and on again 2. I wish I could be underground I'd run my hands along the cool rounded edges Curl my whole body up inside Pretend the sadness of the world Could pass me by (chorus) Again And again I am only my will and my resign Like these ordinary street lamps Dressed up for Christmastime (chorus)