【黒バス】 Kurikaeshi Hitotsubu 【赤黒】eng Sub

A hallucination showing me only things I want to see Words and self-consciousness losing all of their meanings I don't want to fall into this gaping wide hole a second time Repeating that over and over again, crying, I lose my way in the streets Don't you need me anymore? Can't I stay here anymore? The pages of a broken book cannot be replaced Both the back and the front are covered with beautiful thorns trembling I wish this could go on forever As what lies ahead is a sweet illusion The faint light across the glass surface Reflects our entwining, melting sighs I fell into a deep, deep slumber Inside my arms, I envisioned My very first and very last dream Of the position I lost because I truly believed I didn't want to doubt I felt that you were growing farther from me but It was all a lie from the start we were never close to begin with Yet I got ahead of myself, how foolish I am When you said you love me Was it only a bait to fish me? Stuffing me into your toy box Are you going to throw me away when you don't need me anymore? Feint on the surface, you give me special treatment But turning that around reveals your egoistic attitude When the doll realizes that there are countless replacements for her I guess that would mark the immediate end of her service I can't go back I want to leave you The planted dirty cover, never to wither Shows a negative password, determined beforehand permeating I try to pluck away the poisonous flower petals Blooming from the root with wounds in the core and crimson traces of tears But there's just no end to it As if it's a side effect of the drug it was soaked in how come The things I don't mind being lies I screamed them out, unable to simply wish for them Being pushed around until I fall this is my true self These drops keep repeating themselves being treated like consumable goods And made dance in your palm, how foolish I am When you said you love me Was it only a bait to tame me? After having had your fun playing with me Are you going to forget to even throw me away? So it's such a lighthearted phrase to you I was just a convenient tool for you Though I can no longer go back No matter how much I regret this When you said you love me It was only a bait to fish me You didn't care about what I was like inside at all And you only wanted something new to play with When you said you love me It was only a bait to tame me Though it may only be a game to you For me, it's a burden I have to carry for the rest of my life A hallucination showing me only things I want to see Words and self-consciousness losing all of their meanings I don't want to fall into this gaping wide hole a second time Repeating that over and over again, crying, I lose my way in the streets Scorching films raging virus I'd get scared the very moment I feel a warm body heat Searching for the differences in these clouded colors I've had enough Feint on the surface, you give me special treatment But turning that around reveals your egoistic attitude When the doll realizes that there are countless replacements for her I guess that would mark the immediate end of her service I stopped turning around as my body remained cold Yearning for you, these ruler straight curves have gone completely mad Open the door where the waves are still hitting the shore good bye