Sam And Dean - Saddest moments - S.2

Sam... You and Dad... are the most important people in my life. And now - I never should have come back, Sam. It wasn't natural. And now look what's come of it. I was dead. I should stay dead. You wanted to know how I was feeling Well, that's it. So tell me... what could you possibly say to make that all right? Before Dad died he... he told me something. something about you. What? Dean - what did he tell you? He said that he... wanted me to watch out for you. Take care of you... He told you that a million times. This time was different. He said that I had to - save you. Save me from what? He just said that I had to save you, that nothing else mattered. and that if I couldn't, I'd... You what, Dean? I'd have to kill you. He said that I might have to kill you, Sammy. How about you? You all right? Yeah, I'm all right. You should have seen it, Sam... Our lives... you were such a wussy. So we didn't get along then, huh? No Yeah... I thought it was supposed to be this perfect fantasy- It wasn't. It was just a wish - and I wished for mum to live. If mum never died we'd never be hunting and you and me just never, uh - you know. Yeah. I'm glad we do. And I'm glad you dug yourself out, Dean. Most people wouldn't have the strength - they would've just stayed. Yeah, lucky me. I gotta tell you though, man, y'know - you had Jess, Mum was gonna have grandkids... Yeah, but Dean - it wasn't real. I know. But I wanted to stay. I wanted to stay so bad. SAM! Sam? Dean! Sam look out! NO! Come here, let me look at ya. Hey, look - it's not even that bad - it's not even that bad, all right? Hey! Listen to me, we're gonna patch you up, okay? You'll be as good as new. Huh? I'm gonna take care of you. I'm gonna take care of you - I gottcha. It's my job, right? Watch after my pain in the *** little brother? That's my point. Dad brought me back, Bobby. I'm not even supposed to be here! At least this way, something good can come out of it, you know it's like my life can mean something. What? And it didn't before? Have you got that low an opinion of yourself? Are you that screwed in the head?! I couldn't let him die, Bobby. I couldn't. He's my brother. How's your brother gonna feel when he knows you're going to hell? How did you feel when you knew your dad went for you?! You can't tell him. You take a shot at me, whatever you gotta do - but please don't tell him. Dean, you saw what your brother just did to Jake, right? That was pretty cold, wasn't it? How certain are you that what you brought back is 100% pure Sam? You of all people should know that what's dead should stay dead. Anyway - thanks a bunch. I knew I kept you alive for some reason. Until now anyway. I couldn't have done it without your pathetic, self-loathing, self-destructive desire to sacrifice yourself for your family. I had to. I had to look after you - that's my job! And what do you think my job is. What? You save my life over and over I mean, you sacrifice everything for me, don't you think I'd do the same for you? You're my big brother, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you. And I don't care what it takes, I'm gonna get you out of this. I guess I gotta save your *** for a change.