Checkmate - Lyrics - Jaded Teenager

Checkmate Keep trying to go forward But the wind pushes me back I try to change my ways But I fall into old habits Just when I think that i'm past that I wake up with a sudden slap to my face Dealt by the cold hand of the realization That I still wake up to thoughts of you Has it been a year already? Road less traveled, the ride was unsteady And I'm thinking that I've been fooling myself Has it been as bad as they say? It's just a game to you, and I play Every time you set up the board One-sided Blindsided Beauty is in the eye of the beholder And I've been beholding you For so long Moving on to someone new Just trying to forget you