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You left your ***
at my house this morning.
I was looking for these.
You came to work
with npanties?
(charlotte) is she back?
I-is who what?
Violet.
She's been gone two weeks.
I killed all her houseplants.
Is she back?
No, not yet.
She's
Awfully into violet.
No, she's not.
It's just that cooper's
on vacation with violet.
And she can't admit
that she misses cooper, so
What are you doing?
I'm waiting for sam.
I'm gonna make him talk to me.
Make him?
Mm-hmm.
For the past
couple of weeks,
He's been avoiding
the office altogether,
Booking surgery after surgery.
Well Today we have
a patient together,
And he is
going to talk to me.
I know you don't want to hear me
say this again, but--
No, he has no right
to be mad at me, pete.
He has a right to be mad.
You told him
you couldn't be with him
And you started sleeping
with me.
But you are not the ex-husband
of my best friend.
Look, you know,
it irritates me.
I mean, doesn't it irritate you
that violet went away?
She's not with some guy.
She's with, uh, cooper,
And they--they're touching
monkeys, whatever they call it.
Anyway,
she's coming back today, so--
Good morning, sam.
Morning, addison, pete.
How are you?
Good.
How are you?
Uh, I am great.
Well, good.
That's
That's good.
Okay.
Good to see you, pete.
What just happened?
He talked to you.
Um, I have 15 minutes
before my first patient.
(lowered voice)
take those *** off.
But he just talked to me.
*** off now.
Welcome to flight 120,
pacific vista airlines,
Nonstop service
to san francisco.
Please turn your attention to
the flight attendant nearest you
For our fety demonstration
We could close
the window shade if you like.
I mean, if--
if it bothers you.
Leave it open.
Violet says it's good
not to close anything out.
(woman) please prepare
for gate departure
She lets her patients
call her violet, huh?
Well, she said anybody
who survived what I survived
Gets to call her
by her first name.
(chuckles) okay.
(woman)
to release your seat belt,
Lift the upper portion
of the buce.
We suggest that you keep
your seat belt fastened
Throughout the flight, as we may
experience turbulence
If you could just, uh,
a ttle less squeezing.
Oh, I'm sorry.
I
Thank you for doing this.
If my sister
wasn't getting married,
I would've waited for violet.
It's my pleasure.
Good, good.
Just breathe.
You can do this.
Yeah.
I can do this.
Now just find
your place of calm.
You know, think about
san francisco,
About the wedding,
your--your family.
Slow down, all right?
I made a mistake.
I can't do this.
I can't.
You can.
You can.
Just try and ground yourself.
Now--
stop the plane!
I have to get off.
You need to sit back down.
We've already left the gate.
No, we're gonna crash!
we're gonna crash,
and ople are gonna burn.
She was on the flight 97 crash
last year.
it's okay.
Natasha
Natasha!
No.
Let me off this plane!
Let me off this plane!
Ma'am, please!
No, we're gonna crash!
Ma'am, it's okay!
You better
let her off this plane!
Alvin ailey dance theater.
No one can get tickets
to that.
I can.
William.
You know, the dinners
and the flowers
And the gifts
Are you just trying to
Get me into bed?
Because I am a grown woman.
You can ask.
I'm very aware
of your womanhood.
And I will ask
at some point.
Right now, however,
I'm--I'm wooing you.
You are.
Pick you up tomorrow night
about 7:00, here?
Okay.
7:00.
Such a pretty picture--
The rich dirty old boss
and his hot employee.
Do you actually
want something
Or do you just enjoy
tormenting me?
There's a very sweet-looking
couple
Who can't keep their hands
off each other
Waiting for you
in the lobby.
Oh, okay.
Thanks.
Is there something else?
You actually like that guy?
I actually like that guy.
I don't ever wt to see
a book again.
it wasn't that bad.
For you.
This is the kind of guy
who gets a's without studying.
It's disgusting.
Hey, elisha and esau.
How's the happy couple?
Did you guys finish
your dissertations?
Yeah, we argued 'em
last week.
The committee loved his.
They liked mine.
I should be jealous,
but I don't care.
We're done with school
and we're off to vegas tomorrow.
Oh, vegas wedding, huh?
We want elvis to marry us.
Elvis?
Esau loves elvis.
Yes, it's--
it's elvis, vegas.
It's the ultimate
american wedding.
right.
Okay, it looks like we can't get
you that physical soon enough.
Did you bring the form?
Yes, I got it right here.
Excellent.
My visa has expired.
I need a physical to apply
for a green card.
Okay, you ready?
Yeah.
All right, baby's full term.
Could deliver at any time.
Has there been
any change with his heart?
Well, the doppler shows
no change in the anatomy.
There's transposition
of the great vessels.
You'll schedule
the heart surgery?
How soon?
Well, I'll do the first one
within a week of delivery.
And then we can figure out
the rest of the schedule
As the baby grows.
let's just hope
the baby has your lungs, yeah?
Yeah.
All right, let's get you
into that physal,
Check out that cough.
You're back.
It's about time
Not quite
who you were looking for?
What are you doing in here?
I'm updating the notes
one of violet's patients.
Plane crash survivor getting
over her fear of flying
Until she had a meltdown
And was completely
re-traumatized under my care.
Like house-sitting for a friend
and killing their dog?
Thank you.
That--
that makes me feel better.
She's not back yet.
who does that?
Drops everything on a moment's
notice and disappears?
We're really
talking about cooper.
No.
I was under the impression
that you'd broken up.
We have.
We were doing just fine
hating each other
Till maya's wedding.
He followed me
into the bathroom.
Long story.
Well, maybe after
the long story,
Cooper's just trying
to figure things out.
Maybe he's just an ***.
So This is the guy.
I'm the guy.
You know, I'd given up
on meeting someone.
That's why we harvested my eggs,
but then bam.
Like a lilac bulb
Bursting through
the winter snow--
Outta nowhere.
henry sells rare
peruvian lily seedlings online.
That's how we met.
I googled all around,
but he was the only one
That would
ship them overnight.
Not many people understand
the differences in lilies.
Not the way may does.
It's fate.
We're like henry and June.
But one month off.
Don't make me laugh.
It hurts when I laugh.
Okay, what hurts?
He flew all the way over here
to meet me,
So we could see
if we both lived up
To the e-mails and the pictures
and the phone calls.
And we did.
You did,enry.
I thought I was
being gentle, but--
last night
was our first time.
Mm-hmm.
I have never had
so much pain.
I feel like I'm
On fire.
Okay.
All right.
Okay.
Well,
we will--we will take a look.
And, uh, we'll get you back
on your feet, so to speak.
Okay.
So, um
We're good?
Yeah, we are good.
No, no, no.
I mean
about me and pete.
Yeah, yeah.
I know what you mean.
Be-because I want to make sure
you know that it's different.
Me and pete is different
than me and you
Because you were married
to naomi,
And she's my best friend.
Addison, I don't have to
talk about this.
It's water under the bridge.
Pete, glad you're here.
Take a look at this?
Esau's got an infiltrate
on his lung
And a pleural effusion.
I think I'm gonna need
a consult.
You needed a consult
and you called pete?
He did Call me.
All right, people, I'm good.
All right?
I don't think this is.
Right there.
What's going on?
This is dr.
Wilder.
He's a specialist
in infectious diseases.
I'd like you both
to put these on, please.
Elisha, if you could just come
over to this side of the room,
Just for a moment.
You're scaring me.
What's wrong?
Esau has tuberculosis.
What? No, no, no.
Other than
the cough, I-I feel fine.
I feel fine.
T.
B.
Doesn't always manifest
with anything more than a cough.
But it's serious.
No one gets t.
B.
Anymore.
Not here much,
but it's on the rise
In other parts of the world.
What--what about elisha
and the baby?
What if they get it?
We can test her.
If she's positive,
we can go ahead and treat her.
The mask should protect her,
But in the meantime,
I'd like sam
To check you into st.
Ambrose,
run some tests,
Find out what strain you have
And get you started
on antibiotics.
Wait, I--if immigration
finds out I have t.
B.
,
What about my green card?
I need you to sign off on
my physical, to say I'm okay.
Esau
No, his visa's expired.
If you don't send that form in,
they'll send him away.
Dr.
Bennett, please.
Okay.
So the nurses
are finishing up on him.
Uh, then you can go in.
I put him on antibiotics
And took some cultures
to verify the strain.
And what about the form,
dr.
Bennett?
I have a legal obligation
to turn that form in,
And I-I can't lie on it.
But he's gonna get deported.
We're supposed to be married.
I'm gonna have his baby
in a few weeks.
Can you hold off
on sending the form in?
I don't feel comfortable
Withholding information
from the government.
If he doesn't have that form,
he illegal and he can't work
And he could be deported
at any time.
I
Okay, okay, um
W-we'll just go live
with his--his parents in kenya.
Elisha, uh
You can't leave the country.
If he's going,
I'm going with him.
He's talking about the baby.
He needs surgeries
And extensive care
for the next few years.
You won't have access to
the care that he needs in kenya.
I'll hold off
on--on sending in the forms.
We'll get him treated
And we'll worry
about immigration later.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Okay.
Okay.
Okay.
Thank you, sam.
Yeah.
hey, you.
I thought you were
at your offi today.
Oh, hey.
No, change of plans.
Oh.
Uh, uh, vanessa hoyt,
this is addison montgomery.
Vanessa hoyt
the, uh, perinatologist?
And neonatologist.
I've heard a lot
about you, too.
Good things.
From sam?
Um, no.
I didn't realize
the two of you knew each other.
I-I didn't realize you two
knew each other either.
Yeah.
Well, sam asked me to consult
on a case last week,
And we just hit it off.
Well, that's nice
That he asked you to consult
on a case
Involving a pregnant patient
from his practice.
So I have a minute
if you want to grab coffee?
Sure, sure.
Let's go.
Okay.
Nice to meet you.
okay.
Hi.
Thanks for fitting this
into your day.
I thought may was having
an allergic reaction,
But I-I just can't
pin it down.
No worries.
You seem More relaxed
than I've seen you in a while.
Well, that's william.
Ah, love.
No, not--not love.
Well, maybe eventually love.
No, he's wooing me.
Well, I gotta hand it
to the guy.
He's got class.
And it's good
to see you looking so happy.
You and addison
I didn't think
anybody knew about that.
Yeah, well, addison told me.
What about you and violet?
Violet's on vacation.
Well, don't you think
that could be good for violet,
Getting away from it all?
She's spent the last nine months
away from it all.
What is it?
(naomi)
the tests from your exam
Show that you had
an allergic reaction.
And that's why I brought in
dr.
Wilder.
So what's she allergic to?
She's allergic
to your ***.
My ***?
Yes, it's a rare reaction
to a protein in the fluid.
Which can lead to
an anaphylactic reaction
The next time
she's exposed.
It's sort of like
a peanut allergy.
Once you have it,
e next time's usually worse.
But you can fix it, right?
Well.
.
this type
of allergy is complicated.
I'm looking into
possible treatments,
But right now
No, I can't.
we can't be allergic
to each other.
A-and what about kids? We both
want to have kids someday.
And if I'm allergic
to his ***--
that's--that's where
we can help.
We can wash the ***
and inseminate.
And if that doesn't solve
the problem,
Then we can do in vitro
with your eggs.
So, uh, a baby someday.
But--but we can't be, um
Intimate?
Y-yes, you can be,
just safely.
You need to make sure
you use a ***
Until dr.
Wilder
can figure this out.
I just wanted everything
to be perfect.
Thank you.
Buenos dias!
Well, look who forgot
the s.
P.
F.
this is for you.
costa rica--
best coffee in the world.
I thought you were
touching monkeys.
That was the plan,
And then we went
to the airport,
And we said, "no plans--
costa rica.
"
White sand beaches,
fabulous music,
A steady stream of alcohol
It was very zen.
Did you just say "zen"
to me?
It was relaxing, charlotte.
did you go to central amera
or did you join a cult?
coop, you're back.
Pete!
He's zen.
Mm.
Best coffee
in the world.
Mm-hmm.
Um, I actually came
to borrow a book from you.
*** allergies.
I'll see what I have.
So What about violet?
Is she zen, too?
Oh, violet.
Violet, uh,
she didn't come back.
She decided to stay.
she decided to stay?
I-I She won't see her kid,
she won't get help,
And suddenly
she's a costa rican woman.
Ooh.
Light just went on
in the den.
I bet he's pouring her
a glass of wine--
A big old glass of red wine,
my wine.
Addison--
Oh, come on.
He's dating
a neonatal specialist, pete.
It's obvious what he's doing.
Ooh, ooh.
Light just went off
in the kitchen.
Addison,
come away from the window.
Come away from the window now.
Come on.
He's happy.
She's zen.
Come on.
Mm.
We're hoible.
We shouldn't be jealous
like this.
We have each other.
We should be happy for them.
Yeah, I-I know.
Yes.
Okay.
Yeah.
Thanks.
What is it?
I gotta admit,
I was surprised you askeme
over for dinner tonight.
Why?
Well, it's
Okay, I was actually surprised
you said yes
When I asked you out.
You know, I've been around,
and you never noticed me.
No, I noticed you.
It's just that, um
Oh, you were
seeing someone else?
Well, I'm not seeing
someone else anymore.
Okay.
Hey, sam.
Addison, what, uh--
Uh, esau's tests came back.
It's m.
D.
R.
His t.
B.
Is drug resistant?
We should tell him.
That was nice of you to come all
the way out here to tell sam.
I live next door.
Oh.
I should go.
Um
Okay.
All right, I'll--
No, no, you know what?
I'll deal with it.
Just go.
Oh, thank you.
uh, I'll meet you after.
Your place?
Okay.
I'm so sorry.
From your trip?
Yeah.
Hey, look at this.
Banana fiber.
Can u believe that?
Someone could take a banana
and make that.
Costa rica.
I was wondering if you had
a number for violet.
One of her patients--I need
to get her on a plane.
I mean, violet's patient,
not violet.
No, sorry.
She's trekking
in the rain forest,
Next couple of weeks.
Cooper, is she--I mean, is this
good or is she running away?
No, no, no.
It's good.
It's therapeutic.
Well,
I'm all for therapeutic--
And you covering her patients
has been very helpful.
She doesn't have to worry
about them.
She knows they're--
well, great, great.
No pressure there.
Sorry.
It's just, uh,
as I said,
There's one
I'm struggling with.
Well, day after day,
The sun You know?
It's zen.
Oh, I found zen Once.
It was the best couple hours
of my life.
How long does he have to be
in quarantine?
Up to six months.
We can't risk an outbreak.
They're gonna be devastated.
Always fun
to break people's hearts.
He's gone.
They're gone.
So I'm just gonna
drive up tomorrow.
I don't need to fly.
I can have a good life
without ever leaving the ground.
You wanted this, natasha.
What's the point?
We've been over the crash
a hundred times.
Then let's not talk
about the crash.
Let's talk about yesterday.
Okay? Talk me through it.
We'll see if we can figure out
what triggered you.
Okay?
okay.
We sat down.
And Then
the announcement came on,
Talking about
the emergency procedures.
And I was still okay.
Then what happened?
I mean, what started you
feeling anxious?
I don't know.
I just freaked out.
Think about what you were
thinking before that happened.
You know, u talked about
your sister and the wedding
Natasha?
What happened?
It was you.
You touched my arm
and told me to breathe
Just like she did.
Like violet?
No, the woman who sat
next to me in the crash.
The woman I killed.
Any luck in finding them?
I've called everyone
in elisha's file.
No one's heard from them--
the grad school, nothing.
And esau
has no family here, so.
They could be anywhere,
incting anyone.
We should've talked to elisha
more after we told her
She couldn't take her baby
out of the country.
You're saying I scared her?
No, that's not
what I said, sam.
All right.
Well, I'm calling immigration.
No, sam.
That is not our job.
We're not the police.
Leaving isolation
at the hospital
Was irresponsible.
They're not going to knowingly
put anyone at risk.
Let me try
and find them, okay?
Now you're being irresponsible.
Oh, really?
I'm being irresponsible?
What is that
supposed to mean?
Oh, this is about vanessa.
She works on babies, sam.
You're dating someone
you think will get to me.
All right, you're jealous.
And you know what?
You don't get to be jealous
because you made your choice.
Sam, don'tall, okay?
Look, they're scared.
They're in trouble.
The last thing they need is
immigration coming down on them.
I looked out
and
I saw the wing hit the ground.
And there was
There was smoke
And then fire
And screaming.
I unbuckled my seat belt.
But the woman xt to me,
she
She couldn't
get her belt undone.
And She was screaming,
"help me.
Please help me.
"
But I just wanted to get out.
I was so scared.
And I looked at her,
and she was scared.
But I ran.
I could hear her screaming,
and
And I just ran away.
You didn't kill her.
The crash did.
If you had stayed,
you would've died, too.
I could've done more.
I waawful.
I killed that woman.
I can't
talk my way out of that.
I can't breathe my way
past it.
Natasha--
No.
Tell violet
I'm done with therapy.
I quit.
I'm only saying,
We can block the formation
of cicatricial tissue--
The neurons are spared
permanent damage,
And people like me
would be able to walk
No matter how bad
the injury they sustained?
I read last month's
"new England journal," too.
I'll leave you to it.
Fife.
I don't like
being patronized.
Even by our patron?
What do you
have against him?
Hey! What?
William white doesn't know you.
He just likes the idea of you.
You'd be like
a trophy in his case.
That's what you'd do for him.
But since I read once,
When you're fighting
for a girl you love,
You shouldn't put down
the competition
Because it makes you
look insecure,
I'll bring it back to me.
Um I know I'm abrasive.
I know I'm snide.
But.
You make me a better person.
That's what you do
For me.
You gonna eat it
or make love to it?
Bananas are amazing.
I will never look at one
the same way again.
Here.
You can have this one.
I'll find another.
Ooh! What's your problem?
(lowered voice)
cut the zen crap, cooper.
You follow me into the bathroom
and then take off for two weeks.
I know.
It was a mistake,
which is why I left.
But I'm not angry anymore.
Well, I am.
The sex didn't have to mean
we were a happy couple again,
But it had to mean something.
It did.
It meant I was still angry.
I've been sitting on a beach
with a therapist
Working this out.
That moment has passed.
We can move on with our lives.
I forgive you.
You forgive me?
Yes.
Ow! Ow!
You need
to talk to somebody
About your eating disorder.
Shut up.
Fife's in love with me.
Really?
You're sure?
Yeah, because he told me so.
He said
I make him a better person.
Damn it.
Yeah.
Jeez.
How do you turn down
the guy in the wheelchair?
What? Oh, god.
I don't--
I don't even nice
the wheelchair anymore.
I mean, but--but who
Who does he think he is?
How does get off loving me?
I mean, he is mean.
He is mean and he is sarcastic
and he's morally adrift.
He'd steal my d.
N.
A.
And clone me
If he could get away with it.
He--he is everything
that I hate.
No, he's not--he's not allowed
to--he's not allowed to love me.
What?
You like him.
No.
I am dating william.
You like him a lot.
Oh, my god.
I like him a lot.
Yes.
Uh, she can't breathe.
She--she thr up, and, uh,
she started sweating.
Slow down.
Tell me what happened.
Uh, we used a ***.
I don't know.
We thought we were being safe.
She almost stopped breathing
in the ambulance.
epi's on board,
But her pulse ox is dropping.
I'm gonna intubate.
I can't believe
Don't talk.
I need to listen.
Prep the tube,
But give me one minute.
She may not have a minute.
May, I know you're scared
Dr.
Wilder!
But it's making
your breathing worse.
I need you to take
slow, deep breaths.
Henry, come take her hand.
Slow, deep breaths.
Feel the air fill your lungs.
Good.
good.
Just like that.
Good.
Her airways are opening up.
what happened?
How could this happen
after we took every precaution?
I don't know.
I don't know.
Hi.
Well, I don't know
if the *** broke or leaked.
It could've been too big.
People have a tendency
to buy 'em a little big.
Anyway, there was
seminal fluid present.
It's not your fault, henry.
But it is.
You're allergic to me.
We got unlucky.
It broke.
How often does that happen?
We'll be fine.
I-I can't have sex
knowing that every time,
Something could go wrong
and I could kill you.
Henry--
I love you.
I never thought I'd find
somebody who gets me.
I don't want to be alone,
but the thought of hurting you--
Guys, guys,
let me find something.
The last thing I want
is for you to Forgo sex.
I will find a way.
Okay?
I haven't been stood up
since
Oh, that's right.
Ever.
I'd like to thk you
for letting me experience
That unique humiliation
That I had somehow managed
to escape Until now.
I was supposed to meet you
back at your place.
You're just remembering this?
Vanessa, I'm so sorry.
I had a patient, and--and he'd
left the hospital.
I'm so sorry
I like you, sam.
I could really
see myself with you.
And a few years ago, I'd have
ignored this voice in my head
That says
you're not where I am.
I'd try and make you feel
what I'm feeling.
I-I feel I like you.
Addison montgomery.
My entire professional life,
I have been riding
in the shadows of the reputation
Of the famous
double board certified redhead.
I am not gonna do it
in my personal life, too.
Ad-addison and me--
I don't want to know.
I'm a catch, sam--
An honest-to-god catch.
But you're gonna have
chase me to catch me.
Vanessa--
Esau, are you all right?
It's elisha.
She's in labor.
Okay, let's notify the o.
B.
And get her upstairs
on a monitor.
You're doing great, elisha.
We were on our way
to her mom's
Because I was scared
about immigration,
But then
the contractions started.
Come on, we should get you
back to isolation.
No, no.
I need to be with her.
It's not safe
for either of them.
Come.
Come with me.
Esau.
You gonna pull your hair out?
No, no.
Yeah, well Maybe.
I'm not sure bald's
the right look for you.
I'm just having a bad run.
You, too?
Cooper's back.
He's all zen.
It bothers you?
I beat him with a banana.
You gonna shrink me
and tell me why?
He's past the anger.
You're afraid it means
he's really over you.
You're pretty good
at this stuff.
no, I'm failing everybody.
I try to help people,
and they run.
Violet ran.
Hepatient ran.
Two means
you're failing everybody?
Don't shrinks tell people
To avoid global statements
like that?
Yeah, well,
it feels like everybody.
Do you know how hard
I tried to help violet?
Maybe you didn't push too hard.
You didn't push hard enough.
I can't force a patient
to continue therapy.
You can let her know
quitting's for losers.
Nudge her
in the right direction.
You can show her settling
is a coward's way out.
Or you can sit here and pull
your hair out until you go bald.
Thank you.
Whatever.
Pete
You don't
have to find a cure.
he broke up with me.
I just wanted
to let you know.
I didn't want
to waste your time.
I'm so sorry, may.
Here.
I can't stop crying.
Well, I know it's hard,
Losing something
you felt was right,
But sex
Is important.
And maybe it's better
to end it now
Before it got serious.
I know I just met him,
And that may not
make sense to you,
But Oh, he was the one.
I've spent my whole life
waiting for someone like henry.
and now he's gone.
But Oh,
he still has my heart.
And maybe he always will.
You'll find someone else.
Just give it time.
Do you really believe that?
I do.
I'm sorry.
Tell naomi to forget about
the eggs, too.
I can't do it on my own.
After henry
I'm done.
Elisha's labor
is progressing quickly.
But the baby--
everything looks good so far.
I'll have a neonatal team
standing by.
I'll give you an update as soon
as the baby's born, okay?
Is that esau ajawke?
Yes, it is.
I'm agent jones with immigration
and customs enforcement.
I have an order here
to detain mr.
Ajawke.
Addison.
I told you not to call.
Well, I did
what I thought was right.
How is
tearing them apart right?
She can't go to kenya.
He can't stay here.
What do you want me to say?
Sometimes love
doesn't always work out.
No, sometimes it doesn't.
Oh, come on now.
I'm trying to move on here.
I'm trying to be happy.
Yeah, well, good for you.
In the meantime, I have to
deliver elisha's baby--
A baby that esau
isn't even going to see.
How are they
supposed to move on?
"on ***"?
A little light reading?
May almost died.
Henry's *** broke
or leaked.
He left her.
Oh, that's awful.
They were perfect.
It makes you wonder if there's
some kind of message in it--
Biology telling them
they don't belong together.
Well I mean,
there are the people
That are right
for you on paper,
And then there are the people
that are just right.
Is it settling
If you go with the person
who's right for you on paper?
Maybe there's nothing wrong
with settling
With being wooed.
Sometimes the person
who's just right
Doesn't want you.
Or they do,
and they are just Wrong.
Yeah.
Are we gonna have--
Have this discussion? No, no.
No, okay.
Oh.
God, I really wanted may
to get her guy.
Me, too.
I'm sorry.
This isn't something I do.
I value your privacy and your
desion to not do therapy.
Dr.
Wallace--
no, I just
have something to say,
And then I'll leave,
And you can do
whatever feels right for you.
I wanted to be a surgeon.
Look, I d--I don't--
Medical school,
stanford, 1986--
E.
R.
Rotation
during my internship.
My first night on call,
there was a bus accident.
The place
was flooded with people,
And I was assigned this guy
whose leg was mangled,
And--and he was in pain.
He was yelling
and screaming at me, and
I couldn't stop the bleeding.
I called for help,
and--and everyone was busy.
And this guy, he--he started
kicking and yelling at me.
And I let go
of the compression,
And he bled out.
And he kept yelling at me
until he was dead.
I faked illness
for the rest of the week,
And as soon as I could,
I switched to psychiatry.
See, I ran.
My father was a surgeon.
And that's all I ever wanted
was to make him proud.
I haven't been through
a plane crash.
But I know what it's like
Not to push through
what you want to do.
And y-you saved yourself,
natasha.
That-that's not wrong.
No, it--it's human.
It is.
And I don't want
to push you to be scared.
I want to push you
past being scared
So you can have what you want,
so you can have the life
You wanted to have
before the crash.
And I know I'm not violet,
but I can help you.
So just please
Let me help you.
We'll be heading out soon.
Mm-hmm.
Copy that.
The ambulance arrived.
We're gonna be taking him now.
Uh, I'm sorry.
You can't.
The nurses just paged me.
His oxygen levels
have dropped.
It's probably
due to the infection
Or the fluid that's collecting
in his lungs.
Is that right?
Look, if you take him now,
You'll have a body on your hands
by the time you get there.
Thank you.
Dr.
Montgomery's
delivering your baby.
If you want to see him,
put this mask on
And start acting sicker.
I think you're lying.
Are you sure?
Are you a doctor?
You might want to step back.
He's very contagious.
Wouldn't want
to put you at risk.
We'll wait
till he's stable.
Henry.
I asked henry to come
because--
he can fix it, may.
You--you can fix it?
I can try to fix it.
There are breakthroughs
being made
In desensiting people
to this type of allergy.
Uh, desensitizing, how?
I would use injections
of henry's seminal fluid.
Mm-hmm.
Expose you to small traces
And build up
your immune response over time.
How much time?
It could take six months,
maybe a year.
There's no guarantee
this will work.
Look, told you
that it would be okay,
But what you two have,
you ci envy it.
On.
So maybe it's enough to survive
for some time with no sex.
He's beautiful.
He's so beautiful.
Thank you.
Okay,
I can't stall anymore.
You gotta go now.
I love you.
And I love you.
Do I think about you
when I'm with her? Yeah.
But I can't wait around
for something I can'have.
I won't.
And you shouldn't
expect me to.
Sourdough.
I've been
to san francisco today
On a plane with the patient
who was afraid to fly.
She did great.
So that's my way of saying,
"thanks for kicking my butt
into gear.
"
congratulations.
You did it.
No.
No, you did it.
So take
the thanks, take the sourdough
And, uh, well, take this.
I know you're not
a huggy-type person.
But I, uh, I really needed
to do that.
Didn't kill me.
Well, I should, uh Go.
Sheldon.
Do you like martinis?
I ran track in high school.
Well, I went out
for the team.
I-I didn't make it
'cause I had asthma.
But I can run
pretty fast.
I'm sorry.
What is your point?
My point is that
I'm ready to chase you.
But you better be ready
to get caught.
You're very good
with the lines.
Yes.
Yes, I am.
Charlotte.
Chlotte, if you're here,
I tried calling.
I gotta send violet her mail.
Cooper?
What the hell
are you doing here?
I'll be gone in a minute.
I just g--
Charlotte made martinis.
I think he's lost his zen.
So you're, uh,
you're off to the ballet?
Uh, yes, I am.
That what you're wearing?
Why?
I was just gonna say,
you look stunning.
Shall we?
Uh, yeah.
He's moved on.
So has she.
I don't want to alarm you,
But I am going to cry now.
I'm gonna hold you
while you cry.