I Have to Admit... - Lyrics - J Church

The J Church is a Muni Metro light rail line in San Francisco, California, mainly serving the Noe Valley and Balboa Park neighborhoods, connecting them to downtown. It began as one of San Francisco's streetcar lines in 1917, and was partially converted to modern light-rail operation in 1981, as part of the creation of the Muni Metro system in the late 1970s. While many streetcar lines were converted to bus lines after World War II, the J Church remained a streetcar line due to the private right-of-way it uses to avoid the steepest grades on Church Street, between 18th Street and 22nd Street. Buses cannot negotiate the grades, and the right-of-way is too narrow to accommodate anything wider than the streetcar tracks.

I have to admit it is going to be hard, It's already harder than I expected, I woke up this morning next to nothing, Arms holding nothing I won't try to stop you, I won't try to stop you, And because I still want you, I can't be friends with you I won't show you all the times I've sat at home and cried, I walked in the fog last night, For the first time it didn't make me feel alright, I won't try to stop you, I won't try to stop you, And because I still want you, I can't be friends with you I may keep the torch inside and try to be your friend, I walked by your house hoping for an exorcism, But I was proven wrong again and again I won't try to stop you, I won't try to stop you, And because I still need you, You are my best friend, It's already harder than I had expected, It's already harder than I had expected, It's already harder than I had expected, It's already harder than I had expected