Hostage - Lyrics - Wasted Time

am i losing my mind or is it just a bluff my dreams haunt me and the nights aren't long enough my thoughts are seized by the horrors of history we keep searching but our end remains a mystery trapped again caught again *** again everyday i become more insane trapped again caught again *** again i wonder if it's all in vain i don't know what the hell i'm doing i feel like i've already been through this the days all melt together i don't know what it's for look for a sign but it's all just a blur trapped again caught again *** again everyday i become more insane trapped again caught again *** again i wonder if it's all in vain disillusioned directionless i've found myself in this *** mess where will i be years from now hopefully miles away from this town inspiration's annihilating backhand and degradation go hand in hand trapped again caught again *** again everyday i become more insane trapped again caught again *** again i wonder if it's all in vain