Jewish Girl Encounters The Holy Spirit of Jesus! - Subtitles @ cc

So 1996 I was I was on drugs and alcohol. And I was very worldly girl, looking for love. My mother was dying from sickness. My father was an alcoholic and very depressed because my mum is dying and I think I really looked for someone to love me and I wanted to get married. I started to drink a lot of alcohol every night with friends and the party, party, party every night. I had a work but I was not so happy inside. One night I was that I had a motorbike and I was driving on my motorbike and I screamed I really screamed: "God I do not want to live no more. I want you to take my life." I don't want to live no more. If, if a car would come I would just go into that car. And I wanted to really just leave my life. I did not want to live. But at that second when I screamed that in my driving something came on me. And and was from my head on all over my body. Supernaturally love and hope and warmth and everything filled me up and I felt so blessed and loved. I knew this I didn't know what is that. I did not know about Yahshua or anything but I knew I thought it's the aliens. I did not know there is a real God but from that moment for whole year I really searched for that power. What was it? So I went everywhere I went to rabbis of Jews I went to fortune tellers. I went to Kabbalah. I went to crystal balls. I went to tarot cards. I went to speaking to spirits, yoga, meditation in the nature, Buddhism. I went everywhere search for that power. I want to know what was it. But everybody confused me more and more. Everybody had something but no one really cared for me and so God himself never left me; the whole year was with me. I felt him every day every day, every day after a whole year of a beautiful stories with them, I felt to buy a newspaper. In that newspaper the main newspaper of Israel, it called the Yedioth Ahronoth. I never bought it before. So I bought it and I looked for work and there it was who ever loved nature and animals and agriculture, come and live with us. We'll give you a free home just come and volunteer in this environment. So I said, Wow! I felt this is, this is for me. I called the man and he's a pastor. I did not know that time he's a believer Messianic Jew. And he talked to me. I thought he's like a father. Immediately I felt so good and I took my little bag and I came to the farm. After two weeks only, that's where I met Yahshua. When they worshiped, they prayed in tongues, worshiped in tongues. I said what language is that? And I really felt connected. Immediately to that Spirit that's what touched me on my motorbike. And so they immediately baptized me. I didn't even really understand that they they say Yahshua. I didn't ever understand what they believed in. But I started to believe in it, walking with them singing with them living with them. But it took me like a month and then God visited me personally in my tent. I had a tent. I lived in a tent for six months in that farm. So I went into that little tent. It's a snow tent and God entered the tent for five hours and that's where I met Him. I came out of the tent in the morning. People said what happened to you? I was different in my face, full of light. I could not eat for 12 days from that moment. I was, I couldn't stop smiling. I was so happy so happy to live. The hope that filled me up from that day was supernatural. I don't think I ever felt that way another time like this so powerful way of hope. And then from that point I had lots of beautiful, beautiful blessed relaxing experiences with God and I lived there for six months. And then I start working and volunteered in that farm for three years more until we got married. And experienced three years of major deliverance, cleansing sometimes took many good fasting and praying to release us because I was very abused as a child very beaten, cursed and I did not know love. So I was in bondage in strongholds of the enemy so it took us a long process to come out and be free and and and release that to other people now slowly, slowly. But that time there three years of big process of deliverance and victories. Victories were used to jump men and screamed, Yahshuah...ah...ah! It was like oh, I'm breathing I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive and it was so real. So I really enjoyed that time in my life. I really enjoyed that God started to manifest to me in different ways. Showed me angels. That's awesome. I saw angels a couple of times. Angels coming up and down ladder. That's coming up on the roof up and down to there. And I said wow an angel just naturally. But then I said, Huh an angel, I covered myself up I was so afraid. And (my daughter) one time also she had a big wound in her face because of she walked in the kitchen right into our oven. She said mama is really hurting me and I say why don't you pray? She prayed and I went to the other child and then she said, Mama! mama! Yahshua came and healed me. And everything disappeared. We have a big, we have a God. We have someone that we can really lay on. But it's scary sometimes I understand. So I have many reasons to be afraid. But God is step-by-step bringing me out and give me strength to to be who I am in Christ. And I believe that my personality in Him is so new. I do believe that God raised me and let me pass through there is separate life because he wants me to bring big victory and help many other Jews to come out of Hell into Jesus. And show them that God is real. But the Holy Spirit is power and love. This is the time now in Israel that the Holy Spirit moves from the south to the north. In every city Beersheba, Eilat, Haifa, Tiberias, Galilee, Golan, Tel Aviv. In every place there are many believers raising up a new generation with Yahshua. Getting to know the Holy Spirit. Getting to bring miracles into the land. He loves us very much. He wants to bring His good news. And the enemy is very powerful from the religious Jews, to not bring it. But God wants to now break this wall and bring it into His people, the poor people here, the needy people here, bring the good news of the kingdom of God. I have a personal experience with God and I know that God is alive. Yahshua is alive!