Stwisted - Lyrics - Edie Brickell & New Bohemians

I ain't gonna kill myself loving you I ain't gonna break my own heart I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you When you don't seem to want any part of my love And I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go Yes I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go Get a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless love Tell you straight out that it's twisted Crack flash of lightning struck from above Knocked down a cow and I kissed ya Oh, now, now I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go Yes I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go But I keep holding on for a future I keep waiting for something to change I keep holding on for a future I keep looking for something that I never see I ain't gonna kill myself loving you I ain't gonna die for a life together I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you When you don't seem to want me oh my days go by