So Hard To Find - Lyrics - Obadiah Parker

Was this all a mistake? Was this all a lie? Just a massive undertaking to pacify? Was this given to me? Or did I take it away? Did I ever even choose to live this way? How do I know What's the bottom line When the truth can be sometimes so hard to find? Can I justify The words that I say? Would I want to if I could, could I do it if I would? This is more than a stance This is more than me opinionating This is more than chance This is more than a passing feeling that I've had And even though I can't know for sure There's something burning deep inside That I'm not ready to ignore And so I'll wait for you Cause you say you'll be around And I'll look for you Cause you promise to come down And I'll listen hard For a still small sound I'll search for you Cause you promise to be found Was this all a mistake? Did I make a wrong choice? Did I listen inside my heart for the right voice? Did I feel anything? Or was it all in my head? A dream to make life better until I'm dead? This is more than a stance This is more than me opinionating This is more than chance This is more than a passing feeling that I've had And even though I can't know for sure There's something burning deep inside That I'm not ready to ignore And so I'll wait for you Cause you say you'll be around And I'll look for you Cause you promise to come down And I'll listen hard For a still small sound I'll search for you Cause you promise to be found Amazing grace how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost but now am found Was blind but now I see I remember the day in the park under the tree When grace was given to me