What is The Goal of My Life - Tarot reading by a. jodorowsky for fernando m

Thanks a lot Dear Fernando Cornette Marques thank you for your contribution to the production and the post-production of my current movie Psychomagic, an art to heal in return, I will read you the Tarot with a lot of pleasure you have the wonderful age of 26 years you asked what is my life's purpose it's a very interesting question I will try to answer I do not see the future in the Tarot I let the sorceres do this I use the tarot as a psychological test of the present in relation to the past and I see if the tarot answers but I always start with a personal reading the cards you chose: 10 16 and 7 I will interpret them but then I shuffle the cards I swear I didn't see them, because I'm not here to cheat anyone and neither to show I'm a magician here you have 3 cards I shuffled the tarot and I counted 10 then 16 and then 7 and here you have the cards, this is what the tarot will say totally by chance I begin what is the aim of my life? if you, Fernando ask me this it's because you do not know the aim of your life and if you don't know the aim of your life then you have problems once, when I did my movie the holy mountain in mexico they wanted to kill me because they thought I dishonoured the vierge of guadalupe it was not true, I escaped I went to New York to create my movie and I spent the entire night sweating because of the anxiety I found that in the chinese quarter there was a great chinese wise man it was amazing and I consulted him he worked for free like me he took my pulse and then he asked me which is the aim of your life? but.. the aim of my life? but.. dear master, I'm here because I want you to heal me from the excessive sweating I don't want to talk about complex philosophy he answered: you don't have a goal in life because you talk a lot and if you don't have a goal in life, I cannot heal you you can't heal someone that has no aim in life look for your goal in life and you will heal yourself on your own I tell you this story because of the cards you have what is the card 10? it's the end of a cycle the material things are tangled up in the wheel this flesh-colored animal and the spiritual side is knotted in the wheel and the wheel does not turn because leaning on the wheel you have the emotional world unrealised it's not well defined the card 10 corresponds to the card 1 the card 16 corresponds to the card 6 and the card 7 corresponds to the card 17 sorry I was wrong, the card 10 corresponds to the card 20 well the problem you have because it's a new cycle here this new cycle has to do with with the discovery of your soul your yang and your yin your masculinity and your feminity have to unite in the creation of something that has to do with music with painting with poetry it has to do with finding your inner god and really know who you are beyond your ego, made of the family the society and the culture your authentic being, you have to find him an if you ask which is the goal of my life you still didn't find yourself don't be scared I think I found myself around the age of 50 I don't give a lesson to you I just say that every human being has to find himself once in his life why? because our society is not perfect we live in a decadent world the society is destroying the planet full of wars of problems of poverty there are a lot of things in the world to keep us unsatisfied and scared of what will happen so we have to find ourselves here you have a tower with two characters getting free from it because a divine fire falls and blows up the vision of the world but for the moment there's a liberation in your new cycle, that's why you consulted the tarot you're getting free with your two personalities the active one and the other personality, whose sex is still hidden this is the receptive one there's a vital distress that comes exactly from the lack of contact with the true inner reality the name of this card is the house of god in french "la maison dieu" it's not the tower it's not the tower of babel it's not this kind of legend this tower is flesh-colored the tower is the height of a human being it has a crown, it's your body this is what the tower is it's your body your life the life you're trying to escape from looking for what? the 6, the lovers we could say (at the risk of being wrong, my friend) that you still do not know true love don't be scared, there are millions of people that don't know it True love is an absolute certainty that the person you meet by miracle, is the person that corresponds to you don't ask her/him to change do not take anything away from her/him do not add anything to her/him he/she is the person with whom you are absolutely certain that he/she will complete your life, to realize the discovery of the true lover that is the sun, under this little angel this sun that loves all the creation the sun know that everything is a totality everything is one we live in a universe we are a part of the universe if there's a god then we are a part of god this is what you have to find know yourself as the greek temples said and they also said nothing more that there is nothing too much in your life, no decoration take away all decorations this is what you need and to meet the person that corresponds to you and that is waiting for you the person you were with your mother he already grow up he already found himself now the other part of you is missing that you have in you this woman you have in you is your soul you have to project her if you do that you will meet the warrior this searcher that finally finds his alter ego the nomad meets the sedentary person that you are you found yourself and your truth you are a good person who helps the river of the world helps to purify the river, he collaborates you can not change the world but you can start changing the world and to start changing the world you have to change yourself you have to accept your cosmic mind and the materialisation of the spirit and the spiritualisation of the material you have to realize the man in you and at the same time you have to realize the woman in you this is what you are and this is the goal of all human lives it's the realization of love but not the love on the surface, the conquest it's the realization of self-love it's the union of yin and yang the positive and the negative light and darkness in oneself to reach the absolute authenticity the aim of my life is long but at the end of this goal you're waiting yourself go and look for yourself the true self that you are to find love this is the goal of life and spread it what would the tarot say? first of all it says you have the empress she's the number 3 in the tarot and the number 3 in the tarot means you realized, you learned not realized but learned you accumulated you searched and achieved something there's a seed here an eagle that is creating the eagle is the bird who flies the highest but she don't knows wher to go it's also the clarification of her sexuality this clarification takes her to the emperor the house of god the tarot says what Alejandro says is true because you're escaping trying to leave your body with a double sexuality leaving your body to find the person who will complete you the emperor in the tarot is the number 4 I'm going to show you this is the emperor number 4 the crown has 4 I dont know what's the name of this...battlements 1, 2, 3, 4 it's the crown of the emperor what does she want? well she wants the crown of the emperor she wants to realise herself totally what does the tarot says at the end? the lovers the same cards you chose went out by change collaboration, what Alejandro is saying is sure, says the tarot here you are with an old image the image of the past you're choosing between your past life and your future life, that is to find love true love and why? to be one to integrate yourself and know yourself with a lot of love you are totally worthy of being loved by yourself it's not narcissism it's self-love and what self-love is? in the search of the goal it's to find yourself to find a spiritual fragrance to find an emotional fragrance to find a *** fragrance and to find a material fragrance it's to find yourself to be the best part of the person who will complete me to do a present I am the animal of the sacrifice I give myself I give the best of me to the other I can't say more I hope I wasn't wrong I hope I gave you something useful such as you gave me a part of you while collaborating with me to psychomagic, an art to heal thank you