Paul Carr's - Nde - Voice of god

Paul Carr had a totally unexpected encounter with death. He slipped and fell on a bottle of cooking oil which rearranged his internal organs. He felt that his near-death experience brought him back on track. They were running around trying to figure out what's wrong with me and I'm laying there on this table and it gets worse and it gets worse and I drop farther and farther and finally it felt just like I was just sort of folding in on myself and I just kind of went "boop" and went way down inside myself and then suddenly I just wasn't there anymore and I was spinning I don't know sideways somehow through this tunnel and first it was very dark and then it seemed like there was these streaks.. I don't know and I was falling but I wasn't falling. I was traveling that's maybe more the word and there was this big white light at the end of it. You know and I kind of came out into this but I don't recall ever seeing anything but there was this one major presence there that started speaking to me in a voice that I recall that I'd heard once before. That's funny I hadn't heard this voice since I was a child and I only heard it once before and it was in a life-threatening situation. I fell off the side of a cliff when I heard it. It said, "Kick the tree away that I holding onto." I did that and I landed in a blackberry bush about 70 feet below it and never broke a bone. Never heard that voice again and hadn't thought about that in 17, 18 years when suddenly this voice started talking to me but it's the same voice and I've always referred to this entity as a "greeter". That's the name that came to mind then and that's the only way I have to describe it today. It doesn't sound very mystical or anything but that's what it was it was a greeter it was my greeter and there was other entities out there and I could sense them but I never saw anything I just sensed all of this and when I say speak it was I'm sure more of a telepathic thing than it was moving the mouth but anyway we had this chat I reviewed my life up to that point and it was kind of like in little bursts, scenes and the point of it was not to be judgemental. That wasn't it it was just a kind of a review of what had happened up to this point and it became clear as a result of that review that a couple of things hadn't happened that were important but that I didn't have to have them happen at least not in this lifetime and I can kind of go on around this series a light bends. If I can use that term I'm not even sure myself what that means. I can see in my mind's eye right now but again describe it but it was like if I went around enough of those bends I couldn't come back and that was okay and it was really peaceful and it was really calm and it was really serene and it felt really warm and really comfortable and I didn't hurt and I didn't have any problems and right at that point in my life that was a pretty terrific thing I mean it would be in anybody's at any time but you know here I got the choice of being there are nice and peaceful and calm and everything or coming back to an existence where I'm getting divorced, getting sued, I owe all kinds of money. I got a couple of kids at least to raise that and one of them has some special problems as well and I am not walking! It's really funny because on one hand because a what I now feel I know and what I feel I've learned I think it would be safe to say that I have departed to some respect what traditional christianity is we normally think of it teaches. On another level I feel like I've come to what traditional christianity really is and by traditional christianity I think I mean what I perceive Christ was talking about and the way that was being acted out in the first and second century as opposed to the way that it acted out now. I'm not so sure that I am not a more traditional Christian then I was in the religion I grew up which was very straight.. Well it a was Presbyterian.