Desi Dilemma - Vlog # 1

hello and welcome to the Raisa Show and I have no make up on and I'm just gonna make a random video , my room is a mess can you see my room is a mess! My mum is going to slap me she going to come, and be like "hai" you don't clean your room and I have a cup of tea desi girls dream Tea, no make up and this that and the other now in this video I am going to be Frank now you want me to talk in punjabi to you on youtube, I am talking on youtube my punjabi is good but it isn't great I speak a little at home, but when I was little I could speak loads at the age of 5 now I have kind of forgotten, but I am trying to speak the lanuage again. but I do not speak that much in punjabi only here or there so for this video I gave the name Desi Dilemma so my desi dilemma today is that I am 23 years old may happen mama 15 Mb now I, truthfully tell you I'm 23 years old and I do not want to pass time why should I live a life where I am just passing time, I am hoping to find a guy and get married and have babies and all that Jazz.... but thats not life, now not everyone has the perfect fairy tale ending but I don't have that fairy tale ending unfortunately at the moment doesn't mean I'm not gonna get it just means right now get no happening for me so I wanted to do a series called Desi Dilemma where I can just tell you what my desi dilemma is ... where I do not have to have a full face of makeup and my face is fully done with make up *side note* I am a lazy person I hate doing makeup!! the hi how are you , let me show you this or that ...etc today but i wanna talk about actually I just repeated that in punjabi now ..LOL because I WORRY so much in life I am a girl, I think about everything and I am not the type of person that will act and not think about the consequences If you want me to speak more or less punjabi so this is a test and I am holding the camera with my hand.... #epic fail! anyways, I will talk to you in punjabi for 10mins and lets see... not to worry if you dont like it so I am 23 and everyone wants me to get married and find a guy and settle down and I lthere are a lot of 23 years are feeling the same thing as me and my PHONE DOES NOT SHUT UP so when aunties come up to me and ask me so what do you do? have you got a degree? and I am like "hunji" yes see LOOK my phone keeps going off!!!!.... do you go to work? and I amlike "hunji " yes I do go to work o and what esle do you do? and I am like i do blogging WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOUTUBE? SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN You crazy !? Make curry and cook roti! omg, and again my phone is blowing up see they don't leave me alone, like let me go you know what I mean? my phone is going off and now all it will do all day is go off! lets see who is on my phone Just Bulls*** ..junk email so I want to setlle down, meet guys and see what happens... so when I do go to meet these guys occassionally, they set you up on dates or they say exchange each others facebook but when I meet a boy I am trying to meet him and be cooperative and be the things that he wants in a girl so I know the basics of Punjabi me now I know the basics can hold a conversation here any of the boy can you speak Punjabi he cannot speak Punjabi you want girls to speak punjabi and be desi are you not ashamed of yourself!? I am here trying to talk punjabi and I have made loads of mistakes #EPICFAIL Girls, listen up, you want to go into a wealthy family you have to come from a wealthy family. You won't get married there, it's a simple as that you have to be equal whatever it may be that you want in a man even if his turban is tip top shape .... I'm just saying..... you need to look at your "Chunni" head scarf swagger too.... *THIS IS NOT A HAJAB REFERNCE* you expect his turban to be on point, you girls need to be on point too This goes out to everyone even me If I want to be with a guy with a turba, I need to make sure my chunni is looking good too the chunni swag otherwise I'm just creating flaws for no reason I dont know I will still do them later on and I will try to do them in punjabi too I have made the HASTAG #DESIDILEMMA NOW TWEET ME !!!!! Dilemma number two is why don't you show support? you always say that there are no sikhs in the industry or field this country is racist, we aren't accomplishing this or that and we need more empowering women because you do not show your support for your own people, why don't you support people? you whould support people, there is enough for everyone... I could she and you know who you are probably watching this we are right now what's the point, when you die and God meets you, is he going to look at your Facebook, or your Twitter and say yes you were Verified, and have a straight ticket to Heaven just because you are verified, and what about the rest of us? We can not get verified what are we going to do Aren't we going to get into Heaven either? and we just going to have to come back here on Earth!? I do not know what it is but I am just angry, it is not even hot head anger it is more like sad anger in this day and age with this technology be the purest of heart, first God doesn't lokk at if you are the purest of the stomach first I don't know what the youth of this day and age are doing or thinking? people don't even pray anymore in the morning and at night doesn't have to be a specific pray it can just be something positive these are my two dilemmas for today boys do not know how to speak punjabi yet are asking my hand in marriage and the second is that you don't show support I do not know if its Britsih or Indian Mentality so tell me ? Do you support me? What is it that you are looking for? today I tried to talk in Punjabi making a crappy video on youtube and you have seen everything, what my face is like in the morning me drinking tea, and what I really do all day at home and how I speak punjabi and if I give you some wisdom, not to worry my friend you needed it thumbs up SAT SRI AKAL MY FRIENDS until next time .... BYE !! XO