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I admit it.
I've got a few butterflies.
Okay, more than a few.
You haven't stopped talking about this
for a week.
It's different for you.
You grew up with the man.
When I was seven,
my mom bought me a book about him.
Emory Erickson:
Father of the Transporter.
I made her read it to me
every night for a month.
That book is the reason
I became an engineer.
Did I ever tell you about
meeting Zefram Cochrane?
Yeah, only about 50 times.
Then you know
I understand how you feel.
You want a mirror?
You've got a mean streak in you,
you know that?
Nothing seems to be missing.
-Hello, Emory.
-Jonathan, look at you.
I always suspected you'd be famous.
Just didn't think
that you'd be more famous than me!
-Jon.
-Good to see you.
Oh, we have a lot of catching up to do.
Do it later.
I want a tour of this place.
My Chief Engineer,
Commander Charles Tucker.
It's an honour.
Guess you and l
will be spending some time together.
-I'm looking forward to it.
-Danica.
Trip.
I hope you don't mind
that I'm borrowing your ship, Captain.
As long as you return it
in good condition.
Don't know if I can promise that.
When this test is over, Enterprise
and all of Starfleet could be obsolete.
Sounds like
you're trying to put me out of a job.
It's been a long road
Gettin' from there to here
It's been a long time
But my time is finally near
And I will see my dream
Come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna
Hold me down no more
No, they're not gonna change my mind
'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith
Faith of the heart
Captain's Starlog, supplemental.
In preparation
for Doctor Erickson's experiment
we've reduced power
in all but essential areas of the ship.
Feel like some company?
We haven't talked much since Vulcan.
How are you holding up?
I've been fine.
I've been seeing you by yourself a lot.
-I'm reading the Kir'Shara.
-How is it?
-lnteresting.
-lnteresting?
Extremely.
Look, I know what you're going through.
Losing a family member,
it's the toughest thing there is.
I see no point in discussing it.
It's in the past.
-Your mother died a week ago.
-Talking won't change that.
-lt may change the way you feel about it.
-I don't feel anything about it.
-Well, you can tell yourself that.
-It's the truth.
You know, when Lizzie died
there were times I wanted to just close
up and retreat inside of myself.
Trip, I appreciate what you're trying
to do, but it's not necessary.
You're fine?
Well
if you ever do want to talk, let me know.
I'll see you.
Sub-quantum teleportation.
You step onto a transporter on Earth
a few seconds later, you're on Vulcan.
-That's over 16 light-years.
-That's just for starters.
Theoretically, there is no limit
to the distance.
One of the things we're here to test.
You tell me, with that kind
of technology
who'd have any use for a starship?
-Maybe you will put me out of a job.
-Dad.
I wouldn't worry too much.
It's going to take decades
to work out all the bugs.
But when we do, Starfleet's going
to look a hell of a lot different.
That's if it exists at all.
You can see he hasn't changed.
I remember you and my father
having similar discussions.
He believed the future
was in the warp drive.
I believed in the transporter pad.
I miss those talks.
I miss him.
To Henry.
The Vulcan Science Academy
has been studying sub-quantum
transporting for some time.
With little result.
I've been trying to get my hands on
some of that research for years.
In hindsight,
it's probably just as well that I couldn't.
Might have sent me
down the wrong path.
It's hard to imagine.
Beaming someone that far.
All breakthroughs are hard to imagine
before they happen.
When I developed the transporter,
most people simply couldn't grasp it.
When I developed the transporter,
most people simply couldn't grasp it.
Some still can't.
I have to confess, given a choice
I'd much rather use
a good old-fashioned shuttlepod.
I'll never forget the protests
when the transporter
was first approved for bio-matter.
-Oh, God, here we go.
-People said it was unsafe.
That it caused brain cancer, psychosis.
And even sleep disorders.
And then there was
all that metaphysical chatter about
whether or not the person
who arrived after the transport
was the same person who left.
And not some weird copy.
Which would make all of us copies.
I had to fight all of that nonsense.
And I'm not gonna tell you
there weren't costs.
I'm living proof of that, but I won.
Mankind is better off.
Makes everything
I fought for worthwhile.
Here's to a successful experiment.
Captain's Starlog, supplemental.
We're entering an area
known as the Barrens.
There's not a star system
within 100 light-years.
Perfect conditions for Emory's test.
Those early days were pretty terrifying.
I'm lucky to be alive.
Is it true
you were the first person to go through?
I wasn't about to let anyone else do it.
-You must have been scared.
-Terrified.
That original transporter took
a full minute and a half to cycle through.
Felt like a year.
You could actually feel yourself
being taken apart and put back together.
When I materialized,
first thing I did was lose my lunch.
Second thing I did was get stone drunk.
Trick I learned from Zefram Cochrane.
Now there was a man who knew
the benefits of a little "liquid courage.
"
What is it?
Well, you're gonna need more juice
than I thought.
Not more than Enterprise can spare.
Well
we'll have to draw directly
from the warp reactor.
May even have
to shut down a few systems.
-You'll be able to leave the lights on.
-Yeah.
If I could get a look at your
power converter, it might help me out.
I'll tell you what.
When I'm done
with this, I'll install the converter.
See if I can't make life easier on you.
Well, thanks, but when it comes to
modifying our systems
I prefer to do things myself.
-Can I get a look at it?
-I said I'd install the converter.
And I said "no, thanks.
"
I wish I had time to debate the finer
points of engineering protocol
but as you can see I'm extremely busy.
And I realize this is your ship
and I'm only a guest.
But let me remind you
that Starfleet has granted me
complete access to your systems.
If you hadn't noticed,
I'm more than capable
of handling a little power upgrade.
Hand me that, will you?
That's the main reactor and those
are the plasma feeds, right?
You know the ship
like a member of the crew.
I've read just about everything
I could find on her.
I probably could describe
every one of your missions.
-Still wonder why you haven't signed on.
-I think you know the answer.
Your father
seems like he can take care of himself.
-He sure hasn't lost any of his edge.
-Can't argue with that.
-So, why are you still on Earth?
-He needs me.
He still hasn't gotten over Quinn.
-It's been 14 years.
-15.
He lost a son.
If you leave, he'll lose a daughter.
If this test goes well,
it'll be a new start for him.
Give him something to look forward to.
He won't spend all of his time
thinking about the past.
And if the test doesn't go well?
I don't know.
We both grew up with fathers
who could be pretty demanding.
That's an understatement.
Maybe you should start thinking
more about yourself.
I know, it's hard taking advice
from someone who used to
chase you around the backyard
with a plastic laser pistol.
Yeah, but it's good advice, Jonathan.
I just wish I could follow it.
-How was your tour?
-I enjoyed it.
I can always tell when you're upset.
You do this like you're in a hurry.
Don't you think there's something
to be upset about?
We're here.
That's reason enough to be optimistic.
-We're lying to them.
-We have no choice.
We could talk to Jon.
He might be able to help us.
No.
He wouldn't understand.
We can't say anything to him.
-We can't trust anyone.
-It's Jon.
He's a Starfleet captain.
His first duty is to his ship.
You talk about him like he's an enemy.
He's not an enemy.
But he's not on our side, either.
Believe me.
-It's from over there.
-No.
I'll take up.
You take down.
-lt could be a form of spatial distortion.
-Can you pinpoint it?
F-Deck.
Near the Armoury.
Sickbay! Crewman down
in the Armoury!
He suffered massive cellular disruption.
As if he'd been subjected to intense
delta radiation.
Did other crewmen see anything?
The lights were malfunctioning.
This anomaly you detected
you think it was somehow responsible?
It showed up at the same time.
In the same location.
-Can't have been a coincidence.
-I sympathize, believe me.
During the initial tests
for the transporter
some brave men and women were lost.
Not a day goes by
that I don't think about them.
How can I help?
You've spent a great deal of time
in this region of space.
-I never encountered anything like this.
-Are you sure?
There's a reason
this is called the Barrens, Captain.
There's nothing out here.
Something out here
killed one of my crewmen.
I wish I had an explanation for you.
-What is it?
-Time for my treatment.
Dani.
I'm sorry.
Can we continue this later?
Of course.
Calm down.
You never said anything like this
would happen!
-I didn't know this would happen.
-Dad
a man is dead.
And we're responsible.
I'm not going to go along
with this anymore.
Listen to me.
No.
No.
We've got to tell them the truth.
Dani, you're condemning him to death!
I'm condemning him?
How do you know he isn't already dead?
He's alive.
Dad
Jonathan's practically family.
He and Quinn were best friends.
I know.
I know that.
We can't do this to him, to his crew.
We're almost ready for our first test.
Someone else could die before then.
The odds of that happening again
are extremely small.
No one's going to die.
I just need a couple days.
We owe him that much, Dani.
I wonder what he would have to say
about all this.
About what we're doing.
When we're done, you can ask him.
Routing power.
-Ready.
-Help me up.
-Sir?
-Give me a hand, please.
This part I like doing myself.
This part I like doing myself.
Energizing.
The probe materialized
at the target coordinates.
Looks like it arrived in good condition.
Captain, we're receiving telemetry.
We're already getting back data.
Congratulations, Emory.
-Nothing's ever gone that far.
-It's a start.
It's gonna take a few hours
to gather all the telemetry.
Let's celebrate in Mess Hall.
My treat.
I like to monitor the data as it comes in.
I'm sort of obsessive that way.
Then let me bring
something back for you.
Help pass the time
between data-streams.
No, thanks.
It's been a long day.
You must be starving.
You go ahead.
I'll join you later.
Sure you don't want
a second pair of eyes?
One pair will do.
And no offence, Commander
but I work much better
when I'm not being distracted.
You know where to find me.
Come in.
Something's wrong.
Most of the work Emory had me do
tapping into the warp reactor for extra
power, re-routing the plasma flow.
It wasn't necessary for the test.
What are you saying?
-Remember when the lights dimmed?
-Yeah.
Well, he channelled that energy
into a feedback loop.
It wasn't going into the beam.
Maybe he needs the power
for another phase of the experiment.
Well, from what I can tell
his sub-quantum version should use
less energy than a regular transporter.
That's one of the reasons
it's so brilliant.
Either he was keeping me busy, making
sure I was looking the other way
or this sub-quantum thing is a
smokescreen for something else.
Something he hasn't told us about.
I wouldn't have picked up on any of it
if you hadn't asked me
to take a closer look.
When I asked Emory about the anomaly
that killed Burrows
he claimed he'd never
heard of anything like it.
Not true?
Something very similar appeared on
Emory's research ship.
Five years ago.
T'Pol dug up the report
from Starfleet's data banks.
Crew member saw it.
Said it seemed to be alive.
Bridge to Captain Archer.
-Go ahead.
-We're picking up another one.
It's on C-Deck.
Section Five.
On my way.
-It's fluctuating.
-What's your best guess?
I've lost it.
T ake Section Three.
Take Section Four.
Don't let it touch you.
This way.
It should be here.
It's highly unstable,
surrounded by a subspace field.
You're fortunate
you didn't have more prolonged contact.
-Can you put that down for 30 seconds?
-I took visual readings.
Can you slow it down?
Hold it.
Enhance.
A little more.
-Who is it?
-It's Quinn.
Emory's son.
That's incredible.
He hasn't aged a day.
Emory?
I'm not here to test a new transporter.
I'm here to bring back my son.
What are you talking about?
We were conducting first trials.
My greatest achievement.
Quinn wanted to be
the first to go through.
He was a lot like his old man.
A lot like you.
I lost his signal and couldn't get it back.
Truth is, the sub-quantum transporter
is a fundamentally flawed concept.
It'll never work.
Not now, not 1000 years from now.
I suppose I knew that at the time.
You let him go through with the test?
I was a relatively young man who had
created something to change Starfleet.
After an achievement of that magnitude,
there was nowhere to go but down.
My life became just one long struggle
to recapture past glory.
I'm not talking about you.
I'm talking about Quinn.
I wasn't thinking of the consequences.
You said you came here
to get him back?
This region, the Barrens
is actually a subspace node.
A bubble of curved space-time.
It's why there are no stars.
Quinn's transporter signal
is trapped here.
At certain intervals,
there are fluctuations in the node
that cause the signal to reappear.
If we can lock onto it at one of
those intervals, we can save him.
You could have told me
all of this before.
Starfleet would never have authorized
the mission.
-I had to create an excuse.
-A member of my crew is dead.
I didn't know that the manifestations
would be dangerous, believe me.
-You want me to believe you?
-I want you to help me.
-Quinn was like a brother to you.
-You were like my second father.
-You should have trusted me.
-All I need is one more scan.
-I can bring him back.
-ls that the truth?
I'm not lying.
You've been lying to me
since you came aboard.
I had no choice! I'm sorry.
Please help me, Jonathan.
Help me save my son.
Please.
I want you both to work with Emory,
give him whatever help he needs.
-What is it, Trip?
-I can't believe I'm hearing this.
-We've already lost one man.
-lt won't happen again.
-We've already lost one man.
-lt won't happen again.
We'll alert the crew to the danger.
If they'd been alerted 24 hours ago,
Burrows might be alive.
We don't fully understand
the nature of these manifestations.
-They could pose other dangers.
-I know there's a risk.
We're talking one more day.
That's all Emory needs.
-What he claims he needs.
-I believe him.
-Because he's a friend of the family?
-That's not why I'm doing this.
-Why are you doing this?
-Quinn's signal is getting weaker, Trip.
It's been decaying for the past 15 years.
Emory says if we don't do
something now
we'll never get him back in one piece.
We have a responsibility to help.
What about Emory's responsibility?
He lied to get us out here.
I'm aware of that.
But we're here.
We can't just turn the ship around
and leave a man to die.
You have your orders.
I suggest you get started.
We're still getting a spike in the array.
I could swap out the emitter coils
with something from Engineering.
-Might even out a bit.
-Sounds good.
I'll get on it.
I know you don't approve
of what I've done.
You need my approval?
I'm disappointed
that you think less of me.
You liked me better
when I worshipped your shadow?
Yes.
It's an honest answer.
I'd think you'd be out of practice.
You may want to reserve judgment
on my actions until you've lost a son.
I have lost someone close.
And I'd do almost anything
to get her back.
Except put other people in danger.
Quinn and I used to argue all the time.
Wasn't until I lost him
that I realized that those arguments
were some of the happiest moments
of my life.
I'll be in Engineering.
Can I come in?
Hey, there.
You must be Porthos.
Heard a lot about you.
-He's got a lot of personality.
-And an appetite to match.
I wanted to say that I'm sorry.
I should have come to you earlier.
I feel responsible.
-You lost a crewman.
-We can't change what's happened.
Maybe some good can come out of it.
-You think we can get him back?
-I think that it's possible.
That's enough reason for me to try.
I wonder
what it must be like for him, you know.
Is he in pain? Is he conscious?
If he is, does he think
that we've forgotten about him?
Quinn was everything to my father.
To both of us.
Getting him back is all that we've
thought about for the past 15 years.
Let's hope when this is over
you'll have something else
to think about.
The power conversion tables.
Some of these modifications
should help.
Thanks.
-ls there anything else?
-No, I think we're pretty much there.
I'm trying to decide
what to show for "movie night.
"
"Movie night?"
Yeah, I thought I'd fire up
the old tradition.
You in the mood for a horror film
or a musical?
I don't think I'll have the time for either.
You can't spend every second of your
life studying that whatever it's called.
-Kir'Shara.
-You got to take a break eventually.
Eventually.
I don't get you, T'Pol.
I thought you joined Starfleet so you
could interact a little more with humans.
But it seems to me that
ever since we left spacedock
you spend all your free time
cooped up in your room
reading that bible of yours.
I may have found new priorities.
-What's that supposed to mean?
-I'm needed on the Bridge.
T'Pol to Captain Archer.
Archer.
I picked up something that was
in your area.
But I've lost it.
Keep monitoring.
He's here.
Jonathan.
There.
Quinn?
Quinn?
It knocked out an EPS junction.
Repair is going to take
a couple of hours.
Will it affect the transporter?
No.
I can't believe
you're still going through with it.
We're not going to have
this argument again.
That thing barely missed
a stack of torpedoes.
If it had jumped two feet to the left,
we wouldn't be here to talk about it.
We should concentrate on repairing
the ship so we can get out of here.
If we beam Quinn aboard, there won't
be any more of these manifestations.
-How the hell do you know?
-Trip!
You're putting your personal feelings
before the safety of the ship!
-You are this close to insubordination!
-lnsubordination?
I've made a decision.
It's the right
decision.
And the discussion is over.
Can you accept that?
-Now go do your job!
-Yes, sir.
I got what I needed.
You should be able to get a good lock
when he reappears.
-When will that be?
-Just over three hours.
-How's your ship?
-We're ready.
-You saved my life.
-Forget it.
You didn't deserve
any of this, Jonathan.
I'm sorry this became your problem.
Let's make it worthwhile,
let's get Quinn back.
-I'm scared.
-I don't blame you.
I've waited so long for this moment.
Planned for it.
What if something goes wrong?
What if I fail?
On the day before
I entered flight training
I asked my father
pretty much the same thing.
What did he say?
What did he say?
"Don't fail.
"
Henry never was a poet.
He didn't need to be.
Any moment now.
-T'Pol?
-Nothing.
-Captain.
-Go ahead.
B-Deck, Section Eight.
Confinement beam.
Widest possible spread.
Way ahead of you.
Got a lock on something.
Pattern's good.
Let me.
Energizing.
-We need more power.
-That's all we've got.
It's working.
Quinn!
No.
No!
Complete the transport sequence.
I don't have a strong enough signal.
Recalibrate the confinement beam.
-That won't help get us a lock.
-Just do it.
I'm reading
massive cellular deterioration.
That's not possible.
He's losing cohesion.
If he materializes, he'll die in seconds.
I can reverse the damage
by cross-phasing the stream.
-The transporter can't do that.
-I built the damn thing!
I'm losing his vital signs.
-Emory.
-Get away from me.
Tie in the secondary buffers.
There's not enough time.
-Dad.
-I can hold the pattern.
Just do it!
-Dad, let him go.
-No!
There's nothing you can do for him.
I can't let him go, I can't!
Emory, you can't save him.
I'm sorry, Quinn.
Oh, Quinn.
Dad? What's wrong?
Quinn, please forgive me, please.
What is it? What?
Come in.
I couldn't leave him like that.
It's better to be alive or dead.
Not somewhere in between.
If it means anything
my guess is Quinn would
feel the same way.
I came here to bring my son home.
I suppose I accomplished my goal.
I've been in contact with Starfleet.
I imagine they're not too happy
with all this.
I'm sure they'll take
your achievements into consideration.
I perpetrated a fraud
to obtain the use of your ship.
A member of your crew is dead.
There's no way I'm going to avoid
the consequences.
There's one good thing
to come out of this.
Dani won't have to worry about
taking care of me anymore.
I managed to let go of
one of my children.
Now, I guess it's time for me
to let go of the other.
I always thought she should be out here.
Maybe they'll put me somewhere
where I'll be useful.
Get a chance to teach.
You'd probably be good at it.
I wouldn't be boring.
Why settle for making
myself miserable
when I can spread the misery around
to an entire class of students?
Your neurolytic enzymes are at
the same level they were a week ago.
No sign of Pa'nar Syndrome.
It's still difficult for me to accept.
You were diagnosed with
an incurable disease, now it's gone.
It's a big adjustment.
From what I've been reading
similar diagnoses have taken place
all over Vulcan.
People with Pa'nar are coming forward.
It's no longer a stigma.
The Kir'Shara is having
an enormous impact.
It's clearly had an impact on you.
You seem more certain of yourself.
I've never felt less certain.
You're re-examining your core beliefs.
Something most people never do.
-Do you have a moment?
-Sure.
Something tells me you're not here
to talk about movie night.
I'm going through something
that's very complicated.
I know.
I'm learning, it seems for the first time
what it truly means to be Vulcan.
-Well, maybe you can fill me in.
-Not until I understand it myself.
I don't think there'll be time for.
What do you want me to say?
That you understand.
I do.
It's not like I didn't know
this was coming.
At least my warp engines still need me.
Captain's Starlog, supplemental.
We've rendezvoused
with the Sarajevo
which will be returning
Emory and Danica to Earth.
Safe journey.
And you, Jonathan.
Commander.
An honour working with you.
Some suggestions.
Might boost your transporter range
a few hundred kilometres.
Couldn't resist.
I'll check it out.
Say goodbye to Porthos.
-Good luck.
-Maybe I'll see you around.