Suicyde - Lyrics - Da Assassin

(Verse 1) Somebody help me, I'm thinkin I can't cope Early in the mornin, looked in the mirror and seen myself hangin from a rope And it got me in a f**ked up state of mind I'm havin thoughts of blowin my brains out from time to time I often feel like I'm livin on the run And I'm straight nervous, paranoid, so I'm sleepin with a gun I close my eyes and I can hear them *** screamin I'm wide awake and yet it feels like I am dreamin What would I do, I think I need a head Shrink Every time a killin is done, I write it down in blood not ink I always wanna take my own life, put a bullet in my dome Maybe that will make me feel right (Chorus) Instead of homicide I feel like suicide Somebody help me Instead of homicide I feel like suicide Instead of homicide I feel like suicide Somebody help me (Somebody help me) (Verse 2) I'm paranoid as f**k, I'm havin nightmares cause of what I've done I killed this fool for no muthaf**kin reason Was there a motive behind it? Not that I know of, all I can say is that muthaf**ka reminded Me of this trick I had a big funk with So I snuck up on that mark and let the muthaf**kin hatchet kick Head smash, peeled his muthaf**kin cap back And later on that night I'm askin myself, why did I do that? I should have knew that nukka wasn't him With no remorse I smoke a blunt and kill a fifth of that Faygo, then Went to sleep, now I'm seein this nukka in my dreams Wish I was dead, on in the head Somebody help me (Chorus) (Verse 3) Now I'm paranoid, body shiverin, got me wakin up in a cold sweat I grab my hatchet, put it to my dome, wonderin if I should just die yet These voices in my head keep tellin me to swing it And to my own muthaf**kin brain it's like I'm goin insane Feel like I'm looney, a nukka be gettin psychotic thoughts I'd rather be takin a quick way out than gettin caught by the law Then spend the rest of my life locked in a cell So what the f**k am I do to get up outta this *** Swing the hatchet, and let it go split(phlept) (Chorus)