The Joshua Show

Welcome to The Joshua show. My name is Joshua I have a guess right here named Jerald Joiner Um we are going talk about me a now they're not be talking about relationships they talk about so Jerald you been in a relationship right the so many so um up how up and you put this in a different way home they have yet have your partner have a cheetah argue woo that the B-one West you know yeah I have been tear up with your time financially she an via bin tere on your quality of times actually almighty the worst one was when you know the person I was with was sleeping around so many terms and it got to the point where our it has a left a big scar on me its own people with that you know it takes a while for you to go through it chain because the personality stars changing your mind starts to change that you don't know who you trust the war you know even with your family is like you don't want to be around though because you still hurt and its own year so BRB in through worry I've been cheated on multiple times but then at the end of the day is all about me it's like you know I'm not going to dwell on it I'm not gonna you know I'm just gonna move all for me you know forgive forget forgiven now forget it you know this move on we won't you another question arm have your partner add their nineteen you them at Barton him up on has lied to the committee a time I see I knew that he was lying with both the most she to say about abs on car loans my partner so my its by you'd like knew that he was likely but the thing that he will be seeing like saying that he's going to know to see if rains when no one called is full or whenever I act my partner do you wanna gonna dinner date tonight in he'll say no but this somebody else 'cause in your heart skip in general at the same time in like take a two minute shower in like cop right out the door in sight not being suspicious at all guide is axed you if you wanna gonna do today but then again and you just heart skipped in jail you like 360 d like a whole cartwheel you like out the door why yeah I feel you know I happened to me a but it yeah I did arms King if another question I am had get a partner threat harmed you any type away I'm other not really my partner Indian Army BD fight a lot verbally but never got to a point of physical because I'm not a physical paper thin among the physical if you know you up as steamy or messing with me info into my head but I'm not really physical mostly due to verbal inform me I try to contain a add much possible just so you know been at class you know each other was gonna turn physical way yeah I you know my partner you know he'd be a kind of like you know you know we almost got a *** like harm each other but then you know we kinda could definitely get to a point wit happened to you last in the ACC up my last relationship that wound was no train wreck kind of it what kind of a train wreck pains have been with my party thought I was cheating and lying when it comes to find out now wasn't seen alive it would issue his conceptions that he was Seana Ryan so you know it doubt places it was a wreck because then I was trying to tell my partner Luke you know I'm night do anything they told you it's a scheme for my ex you know they tryin to the bigger the park for a certain reason but then you know apartment kept going you know going feeding 28 feeling too amor act was doing and psychedelic don't feed into EP don't feed into nothing Dane nobody will ever occur nobody ever occur but we keep feeding into it you let you know like you know may go to dinner table where you kids keep thinking it is so i mean i or somebody like have a big are you mean about you see my elbow you are how short you aren't you keep feeding into it by just keep all you know things were you know he said these he said that the thing that ever that it had been you just keep feeding into instead of saying no way I know is not true con know what's going on on all them apart and doing it but it making movement that he's doing that he cares for me they can stay here and whatnot so you're another the if you park new ways great here right now with you an yet it a that me terrace say now um were he he probably not the same pricing but I am if your partner was right here what would you tell that get part get your partner if you wish me here rode up with a partner you know if he did change I gotta see it you know show me every day every day day by day you just gonna be like no WSJ I changed with it unique think that they know what to expect so much that let me know case you know from at Inc you know like don't seem to get killing me bomb not seen it I gotta see and if your partner both right here at home this renowned vietnam he was right here and he tell you that he'd eighteens arm what how would he showed you or would like would make to show it Liam ties a xylem how will he show you that he would change or you'd gone by doina you know you're there you know hang out nor do we use more data no big day going to move the cat went too far we know going to lay low dates and whatnot called me on the phone hit me up on Facebook Twitter Instagram pic to tap but I was not test at-home Eli you know dishes just by showing me day by day a call me hangin now you know Lake see how positive that you are towards me or right or the morning and you know showing that okay I'm there for you I care for you you don't care about the feelings with their person's going through if they're falling and they need help keep you back on the fwy you know you help them now is still love you know thing that you know you see me that I chain but then as a turnaround you doing something else why you tell me that you change it but then again with a turnaround you ain't do nothin you doing something completely different that what you're telling me so yeah its so arm get get get get get pardoning missed it gave me has he contacted you helped you now any they any type away that you feel like he gay teen the Seas time to do something with his life I am that your party India might be about this part is my ex yeah he is but there's one thing though you know you tell me that he changed but this one particular thing that he's not doing that I keep asking them to do because I found another he's living on the streets right now cozy though you try to get himself back on your back on its feet but the street eight the way like a time to tell him to go home but he's night doing that he's not you know scheme yes qc saying that you don't wanna go home and I keep asking link why don't you wanna go home because you don't want to death you know cut sure arm Gary sound young people out be 8215 T what would you like to GID yet again perspective dating she home my perspective is that match or lay make sure you find someone that fits your needs not wat you know how people I double list or what they want because sooner if you write down a list so called taking that you want a person then night gate you know you might the person might show it but then y si gin that comfort zone then not going to be as a person so find somebody opposite from you from year basically opposite from you you know that case compatible with you at the same time life instance me I like that you're all know the person like to write I like to play video games other person to play video games of beer new way Show and Kane sorry for Katie you are of I was so sad I a my reflected is 38 in 30 euros should not be dating because they they don't know what they want and arm I feel like I been in the she said moment the time got it we know that their own ok im a yeah I'm yet my perspective thirteen-years-old 30 now you should it be day D sawdust my pic say then I'd league I to I got of a relationship and reese's you've got a question is okay to ask you a question yes oh okay so we feel that relationship that was in the you know could have home so how was your last relationship do you call those mike was the any like situations going on there you with suspecting a lake that he was to see in all I know you um yes I day assume I mean I did is suing him for cheating I was sorry for that I am the yes I when i'd day how was it they can stay home year arm I tried to tell my story but arm yeah if I would change time I were down believe him on the treaty so I'm map this out I wanna take my crew I am I wanted they a by that is here tonight um i want to thank every okay already our date they carried by the for joy needs in a minute think how young people up there white seeing Thank you for watching doing in my neck show