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Yeah uh, Defcon
This could be a true story
*** life! *** ‘em all, man!
I kill my body and soul
I don’t like myself who has now become more hardened
I kill my body and soul
My life is *** anyway
She sleeps clenching her hurting belly
“When will the wounds on my dirtied body heal?”
When she opens her eyes she looks for cigarettes again
She is used to pouring herself [a bowl of] seaweed soup all alone
She’s already had her second abortion this year
She can’t count the guys she had
She’s doing well as a BJ (streamer) on the internet
Her fans don’t know that she’s one of those girls
She plasters on make-up and paints flowers on the wallpaper
For the older men to see, she puts on a cheap mini skirt
Pretending it’s a mistake that her *** is showing
Is that the painful reality to get a luxury bag?
Her first word to being pregnant, which she’s used to: ***!
And to the guy who put off the *** because he was in the mood: ***!
Taking her headphones in a hurry,
today, she’s craving for a damn guy’s balloon (***) again
I kill my body and soul
I don’t like myself who has now become more hardened
I kill my body and soul
My life is *** anyway
Yeah, I’m well off at school
I’m definitely different from what my parents want
A handbag instead of a school bag, handmade clothes
Leaving the nagging behind I go out again, driving another nail into my mother’s heart (***)
Instead of the hellish studying in third year of high school that I quit
Instead of the prison in movies, Gotham welcomes me
I’m broken, the price for letting me go
is to get rid of the one life wriggling about inside of my belly
I’m dirty, when I sober up I’m a laughing stock
Yes, I’m the plaything of men here and there anyway
Now I’m not scared of this or that,
I don’t have money either, they’re laughing at me who has given up herself
It doesn’t matter if I’m walking the wrong way or on a thornbush
With the sun in my back I closed the curtains
In the unlit room I clench my teeth at the pain
And stay up all night holding my breath, *** …
Jumping into the frying pan to avoid the fire is all lies, fake ***
Why are you wearing that bra if you’re gonna take it off anyway? Huh?
You say it’s difficult? Let me look at your bag for a bit
LV or G? Damn, is it real?
Even your bf doesn’t know, [the truth behind] that bag’s mystery
Only the guys you service know it
Oh, privacy? You don’t have the right to say such a word
For you it’s you, only you who is important
Abortion, saying it hurts you go “Ah!”
The baby can’t say “Ah!” out loud, you got that?
Even if it calls for its most wanted with its small hands,
its mother, she is too quiet, shh!
Earn a lot as long as you can
As long as your body that will soon rot is still beautiful
Tight cheeks, lips and ***
How long will they last? Stop it now!
I kill my body and soul
I don’t like myself who has now become more hardened
I kill my body and soul
My life is *** anyway
Don’t laugh at me but tell me
who made me like this (You say you will do the same, right? Right?)
The invisible sound of crying
keeps me from sleep every night
Today too, she fixes her make-up and thickly puts on lipstick
Her feeble gaze has become more glamorous
A transformation as if done by mystic black magic
About this much is fine, Miss Lee hurries to work
“Do you miss me?” Compared to her clumsy imitation of overseas Koreans
she manages her relationships perfectly, ripping off men
Keeps them by her side, dulled wolves have always been docile
Hooked by her face, body, mind, they take her bait again
Get ya money right, get your body rock
If it already is money anything goes, who profits from who?
Meeting a sponsor who has a bit of money, one can apparently marry well
When she thinks this is the one, she starts flirting, gambling clumsily
Life’s a deal, the risk she chose are dry heaves
but she was happy
Uh, take some bill, forget about greetings already
It sprouts in the life cut as short as that brief relationship and kills
I kill my body and soul
I don’t like myself who has now become more hardened
I kill my body and soul
My life is *** anyway