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You're going to wake
the whole neighborhood.
(laughing)
God.
(both laughing)
Okay, how do I look?
I can't believe you
actually think it matters.
You're getting home at
(laughing)
God, I never do this,
and I didn't even call.
Maybe this is a sign that
finally needs to get
her own damn place.
I know, I know.
Just, please, let them be asleep.
Good luck.
Okay.
Bye, girl.
Bye.
(laughing)
Mom?
Mom?
Mommy.
Mom!
Daddy.
Dad!
Wake up, Dad!
Touch engage!
(grunting)
(grunting)
(players) Yeah!
(groaning)
All right, all right,
all right, all right.
Hey! Break it up.
Hey, if Andy
can't take the hits,
then he shouldn't come out here.
You know what, Mick?
It's all right.
I'll pretend that knee
in the back was an accident.
Next time, I won't.
Why wait for next time, huh?
Mick! Mick!
You know what, bro?
Come here!
Blackberry's going crazy.
(laughs)
Mr.
Big Shot.
Shut up, Mick.
(Mick)
You may work across the river now,
but I know where you came from.
(scoffs)
Guys, I got to go.
I'm so sorry.
I'll see you next weekend, all right?
Don't worry about it.
(Miranda)
Well, it looks like
Scott Becker will be
showing up any minute.
Maybe I just want to look nice.
Is that a crime?
No, not at all.
Can't wait for you to stop
putting these on me every week.
I know it's been eight months,
but you have to keep believing
that you'll get a heart.
(monitor beeping)
Whoa.
Well
was I right or was I right?
I was right.
Hey.
Hello.
Good morning, Mr.
Becker.
Did you pass your drug test?
With flying colors, Nurse Acosta.
- For real?
- Kid's on the level.
What can I say?
Six months clean.
List me and kiss me.
Please take him far away.
Oh, hey, I forgot.
Um
can you take this to Brenda?
I made her a playlist.
Where did you get that?
Some of my boys.
Same boys I busted trying to
bring weed in here for you?
- Doc
- If this committee
finally lists you
and I get you a new heart,
I don't want to watch you fall
off the wagon the minute
you walk out of here.
Seriously?
All this 'cause I made Brenda
a playlist.
It's not about a playlist.
Just
just don't break the rules, okay?
Besides, I never took you
for a playlist kind of guy.
Yeah, Brenda likes this crap.
Spoken like a true romantic.
Give it.
Has anyone ever told you
you are one stellar human being?
Don't push it.
Don't push it.
Hey.
That's personal.
I can't hear you.
(chuckling)
(woman)
No, it should read, "The defendant
illegally evicted tenants
and denied basic amenities.
"
Well, he knocked down
an exterior wall,
ripped out all but two toilets
in the entire building
and stopped garbage collection.
(woman)
The place is rent-controlled.
He's trying to force them out
to get higher paying tenants.
Yeah, I'm deposing
the city inspector at 10:00.
All right, call me in the car
if you need me.
Yo!
(gun firing)
(gasping)
Original Air Date on October 18, 2009
(beeping)
(nurse)
BP's 90/55.
Pulse 110 and thready.
Okay.
Miss Ramirez,
can you hear me?
Stay with me.
(Jordan)
Dr.
Reed?
This your drive-by?
Collateral.
Lydia Ramirez,
legal aid lawyer
for the Hill District.
The other drive-by victim died
en route to the hospital.
Where was she hit?
Epigastrium.
Borderline hypotension,
pulse is up.
FAST exam confirms free fluid
intra-abdominally.
The third liter's up.
I say we skip the CT.
We absolutely skip the CT.
- You got it?
- Got it.
Lydia.
Lydia!
I'm Dr.
Jordan.
You got a lot of bleeding
in your belly,
and I need to go in to fix it.
You're a woman.
Does that make you feel better?
How long
Surgery's minimum
will I be in the hospital?
That depends on the extent
of your injuries.
Two, three days?
I need to know.
I
I have responsibilities.
If we're lucky, less than a week.
Are we going to be lucky?
I will do my best.
I'm gonna take that as a yes.
Let's get her upstairs
and prepped for surgery.
Unstable abdominal GSW.
Could you hand me
the Sanders chart, please?
Uh
Your hand's
on it.
Thanks.
(shuddering sigh)
(David)
Did you just donate
your foot to your mouth?
(sighs)
UNOS, the FBI,
Dr.
Jordan.
I have no problem talking to them.
But with Alicia
- How do you do it?
- Oh.
Why am I asking you?
You're a doctor.
Girls love that.
Well, girls can love assistant
transplant coordinators, too.
Just not the ones who stare
at them and don't speak.
(Ryan)
Hey.
Maybe maybe I should talk
to her about medicine.
I just learned how
to use a sternal saw.
Tell her.
You guys will have
beautiful children.
(Ryan)
Hey.
That guy just almost
knocked her down.
(David)
That's Dr.
Breen.
Guy never makes eye contact.
How does he deal
with his patients?
By only treating the ones
who aren't awake.
Ah.
He's a surgeon.
Yeah.
He's running procurements
today, because
the only thing better
than an unconscious patient
is a deceased one.
(Jordan)
Okay.
Let's make this quick.
I have a patient rolling into O.
R.
- even as we speak.
- Why, you'll be happy to hear
that we only have
one candidate today.
(beeping)
Ah.
Scott Becker.
Has it been six months already?
Yes.
His drug test came back clean.
X-ray still shows
cardiomegaly and CHF.
His echo indicates chamber dilation
and regional wall abnormality.
And his cardiac angio
showed unobstructed coronaries,
all of which says this kid needs
and deserves to be listed.
Okay, let's look
at what's not up there.
Binge alcoholism at 13,
*** use at 15.
His parents disowned him,
moved to Atlanta.
First evidence
of toxic effect on his heart:
an MI at 17.
That's a heart attack
at 17 from *** use.
He's met UNOS guidelines
for listing.
I don't think we
should penalize him
for doing what we've asked.
What about aftercare?
His parents have agreed
to take him back on the condition
that he stays clean.
Are you sure he can stay clean?
I'm pretty sure he can.
Spoken like a man with confidence.
Look, he has made huge mistakes
we know that
but he's also shown
a willingness to change.
This kid deserves a second chance.
(monitors beeping)
Karen.
I'm afraid your parents suffered
carbon monoxide poisoning.
What?
How?
Could be the furnace.
Fire inspector is at your house
trying to determine the cause.
When I came home, they were
in these weird clothes.
This type of poisoning can cause
confusion and disorientation.
When will they wake up?
Your mother is comatose
and in need of mechanical
ventilatory support.
We're going to treat her
with hyperbaric oxygen.
What about my dad?
(Dr.
Smith)
I'm afraid he's brain dead.
Wait.
Am, am I supposed to
Do I have to pull the plug?
No, no, no.
We're keeping him on a ventilator
because he's a
registered organ donor.
Someone will be in to speak
with you about that soon.
I'm I'm very sorry, Miss Gupta.
(over P.
A.
)
Dr.
Bruce, telephone, please.
Dr.
Bruce, telephone, please.
(sighs)
I thought you were in a meeting.
And I thought
you were in your room.
(Brenda and Scott chuckle)
I'm sorry, Dr.
Yablonski.
You took your IVs out?
You know how dangerous that is?
(beeps)
Guys,
when Dr.
Foster hears about this,
she's going to kick
both your *** and then mine.
Well, I hope she knows
I'm an expert in ka-ra-tay.
(Brenda chuckling)
Out.
I'll come by at dinner.
Okay,
what part of "out"?
I'm leaving, I'm leaving.
(sighs)
Oh, he's so smooth.
Hey.
Dr.
Bruce, telephone, please.
Dr.
Bruce,
telephone, please.
Give me your hand.
Ow.
Pam's a lot gentler.
Did you understand
a word I said this morning?
Yeah, and I haven't snorted any lines
between then and now.
You said nothing about the ladies.
I shouldn't have to.
(sighs)
Man, why am I busting my ***
for you if you don't care?
How am I not caring?
Look, Doctor, man,
why don't you write
a list of everything
that I can't do, so
I don't accidentally
change my socks when
I'm not supposed to?
That's a great idea.
You know what I'm gonna call it?
I'm gonna call it Scott's List.
Oh, and by the way
Doctor-man just got you
accepted for transplant.
You did it?
You got me listed?
It wasn't easy
and I'm starting to regret it,
but I got you accepted.
"No
ladies.
"
Go away.
(Brenda panting,
monitors beeping)
(Miranda)
You took your IV out?
You need this drip
He was nervous
about the committee meeting.
I was I was just trying
to offer some moral support.
Is that what the kids are
calling it these days?
Doctor, do you need me?
Yeah, Brenda's
in supraventricular tachycardia.
Get me some adenosine, please.
On it.
Okay,
now, listen, I'm gonna massage
your carotid sinus
and it's going to be
a bit uncomfortable,
but it may lower your heart rate.
And I think we both know
why it keeps going up.
- You think Scott's bad for me?
- No, I think
you need to take care
of yourself.
I don't want a heart to show up
and you're too weak to accept it.
Her pulse is still 116 and thready.
We're going to have to give it.
Now, this is going to feel
like you're flying for a few seconds.
I already feel like that.
Retract.
I've got a handle
on the hepatic bleeding.
I see a track but no bullet.
That slug's in here somewhere.
It's either retroperitoneal
or it ricocheted
off a vertebral body.
Active bleeding down below.
(beeping)
She's starting to throw PVCs.
That's not good.
Transfer two more units
packed cells.
Damn it.
It ricocheted and tore
through her uterus.
Can you repair it
or should we perform
a subtotal hysterectomy?
She's 34.
I'm gonna do the repair.
(Dr.
Raman)
She's hemodynamically unstable.
If I were you,
I'd do a hysterectomy.
Which is why you are not me.
We can easily handle
the instability.
I'm not going to make a choice
she can't come back from.
(Jordan)
Hey.
How you feeling?
Like I got shot this morning.
Um, there's no phone in here.
I need to call my office.
Well, I'll see what I can do
about getting you one,
but in the meantime,
just take it easy and
you'll be out of here
in a couple weeks.
Weeks?
You said three days.
There were complications.
The bullet pierced your uterus.
There was an option of hysterectomy,
but I was able to save it
by repairing your uterine artery
and doing extensive reconstruction.
I didn't consent to that.
You were unconscious.
This is not what you said
in the ER.
That was an estimate.
I didn't have all the facts then.
No, you didn't.
Fact: I don't want children.
Fact:
I have been working
on a case
against a slumlord for over a year
and while I am in here,
Fact: If I am not in court next week,
that case is going to be
kicked or continued,
along with 20 other cases
I have pending
along with real people
attached to them.
Ms.
Ramirez,
you almost died this morning.
I can't just not do my job, Doctor.
I would think a woman like you
would understand that.
A woman like me?
Yeah, you didn't get
where you are by missing work.
You need to take time to heal.
Don't tell me what I need.
I don't want you making
any more decisions for me.
- I recommend, as your doctor, that you
- You are not my doctor anymore.
(panting)
Not anymore.
(panting)
(Miranda)
Hey.
What's shaking, Corn-Fed?
Handsome doctor meets girl.
Handsome doctor gets girl.
Assistant transplant coordinator
goes home alone.
You know, I, uh,
I read that same story.
Went something like:
doctor talks to nurse because
doctor works with nurse.
(David)
Hey, what's up?
There you are.
Ryan is upset that
you're doing your job.
Hmm.
Alicia again.
(phone rings)
Dude, have you even talked
to her yet?
Three Rivers.
Uh-huh.
Yeah, got it, thanks.
I got a heart in Portland.
Donor's a 48-year-old male, died
of carbon monoxide poisoning.
Now, Ryan,
what am I supposed to do
with a poisoned heart?
No, no, w-wait, wait.
I thought you told me that
if you reoxygenate a heart
that's been saturated
in carbon monoxide,
that it's viable.
- You were testing me, right?
- Oh, you see,
David, our little boy's
growing up.
Okay.
Let's see
who this heart's going to.
It's the most festive thing
the vending machine had.
Dr.
Foster says my
levels aren't good
and I'm getting weaker.
So candy's bad for you now?
No,
but apparently you are.
Come on.
We're the most exciting thing to
happen to this place in years.
It's a shame it has to end.
What do you mean?
You're going to get a heart
and then you're going
to leave this dump
and land some
all-star quarterback.
(laughs)
Are you trying to tell me
that this is my bad boy stage?
(sighs)
If it is
here's a little something
to remember me by.
(clearing throat)
Hi.
We weren't doing anything.
You have got to stop saying that.
Seriously, man, we're
allowed to be out here.
Can we just talk
for one minute, please?
It's going to have to wait.
I'm sorry.
Come with me.
(Scott)
It doesn't make sense.
I mean,
why do I get a new heart?
Brenda's been listed forever.
I've been on for like two hours.
We don't make the match, Scott.
UNOS does.
It's just
the way it works.
And, boy, you just hit the jackpot.
You ready to change
your life forever?
Hey.
Hey, this is a really special thing.
You know that, right?
Yeah, I know.
I know.
Good.
(inhaling deeply)
Don't you wish they could
just bottle that air?
Hospital's a ten minute ride.
Alert them we're en route.
Wow, you're doing worse
with Breen than you are
with Alicia.
- Hand me that cooler.
- Oh, no, it's my job.
I'm going to cover for you
while you go on a little errand.
Here.
What's this for?
That's for the cab fare to
and from Dex's Sea Shack.
They make a lobster roll there
so good, the lobsters eat 'em.
I thought you hated seafood.
I do.
You know who's a big foodie?
Alicia.
For real?
See, this way, you won't need
words to impress her.
I'm trying to play
your strengths.
Hey, you.
Hey, what's that?
This little baby's a heart
telemetry monitor.
Since you're technically
in surgical prep,
it lets us read
your cardiac rhythm
until your new heart arrives.
You're gonna put that on me?
Mm-hmm.
Thank God.
Dr.
Yablonski roughed me up
earlier.
(laughs)
Gonna be in
on my surgery, too?
Depends.
On what?
On how it coincides
with my lunch break.
Right.
We're taking you to the O.
R.
soon.
You nervous?
Kinda.
After six months, I can understand
that your new life starts today.
I'm going to stay clean, you know.
You don't have to worry about me.
What?
What, you-you think I'm lying?
Let's just say I've
heard the same thing
from people closer to me than you.
And?
None of them were lying either.
They just didn't understand
what it took.
I want to see you make it, Scott.
But the only way is every day.
I know.
Am I not supposed to be in this room?
No, it's okay.
I'm Dr.
Lee,
I heard about what happened.
Very sorry.
You're here for my dad?
Yes.
It's my fault he's dead.
This is all my fault.
I'm sure that's not true.
The firemen said
that the space heater in the den
ignited the carpet.
And that even though
the fire didn't spread,
the smoke carried the poison
through the house.
And if I hadn't been out
partying all night,
then I could've done something.
I should've been there.
If you would've been there,
you'd be gone, too.
Look, this is a tragedy.
What your father's doing
is going to help
a lot of people.
And that is something
you can hang on to.
Dr.
Jordan.
Who are all those people
in Lydia Ramirez's room?
I think all the lawyers
she works with.
One of them dropped that off for you.
Is she suing you?
For what?
No good reason.
Good Dr.
Yablonski.
Where is everybody?
Off looking for your patient.
He's
He's not here.
We're talking about Scott.
Scott's AWOL.
You've got to be kidding me.
Yes.
Yes.
No, all floors.
Front and back, thank you.
What happen?
Scott disappear?
I've got nurses looking
for him on every floor.
Chances are he's not
in Three Rivers, Andy.
I know, I just spoke to security.
I'm having them review
the footage of all the hospital exits.
At least we can work out
which way he went.
Have we tried to stop
the procurement?
I spoke to Ryan.
They cross-clamped the donor
already, so we've got like
go out and start looking now.
The hell you are.
I'm not losing a patient
and a doctor.
If he does not turn up soon,
you need to let UNOS know.
Somebody should get that heart.
Dr.
Lee,
put in a pulmonary artery
cannula while I dissect.
Yes, sir.
His blood have a funny tinge to you?
Cyanosis.
I don't know.
PCO2's 32 on the last ABG.
Pulse oximetry is
at a hundred percent.
O2 stayed around 85.
You think they checked
for methemoglobin?
It's not our job
to manage the donor.
It's not about the donor.
It's about his wife.
She's still alive, this could
affect her situation.
Dr.
Stevens is her
attending physician.
Do your job.
Not his.
Ryan.
Get Dr.
Stevens.
- Now.
- Got it.
I don't get it.
I don't understand
why you guys aren't out
looking for him.
We have been for the last hour.
And running out of time.
So, do you have
- any idea where he might've gone to?
- No.
I don't even know why he left.
The implications of transplantation
they scare a lot of people.
Meaning, he gets to live?
Well,
What's the problem with that?
it commits Scott to a lifestyle
he may not want to follow.
There's aftercare, follow-up
treatment, sobriety.
Please.
He's not out scoring drugs.
He knows about the commitment.
Okay.
But he just got put on the
list and that's huge.
And then to get a heart
on the same day
he just may not be ready for it.
So what if he bails?
Will they give him
another chance?
It's hard to say for sure.
Why are you here?
Are you taking her, too?
No, Karen.
Your mom's stable.
It's fine.
You said the space heater
ignited the carpet,
- right?
- Yeah.
Certain synthetics release toxins
which cause manypeople anemia,
whose effects mirror
that of carbon monoxide.
Except that carbon
monoxide turns blood
bright red.
And methemoglobinemia
turns it brown.
So, she was poisoned
with something else?
Well, to some extent,
they both were.
Unfortunately, your
father succumbed
to the carbon monoxide.
But your mother's MHG level's
at 45%, which is good.
Because that is methelene blue
the antidote.
We should know in about
ten minutes if it works.
(man)
Paging Dr.
Jordan, room 1 STAT.
(monitors beeping)
What's happening?
Her drain came out.
the incision's bleeding.
I anchored it.
It may be DIC, run a clotting panel.
Why are you doing this to me?
Relax.
(sighs)
How's it going in there?
I'm not certain
we administered the antidote in time.
UNOS
couldn't find a match in Portland.
So, we're going to pack up.
Dr.
Breen says we need
to leave in five minutes.
Well, then you come get me
in four minutes and 15 seconds.
It's not working.
We don't know that yet.
She always told me
that I could do anything
I put my mind to.
Mothers, right?
When my friends would give me grief
about still living at home,
I'd say, "Like, I want to live
in a crappy apartment
with annoying roommates?"
But the truth was,
I was scared to leave.
To be on my own.
They were always there for me,
and the one time
that I wasn't there
I'm so sorry, Mom.
I'm so sorry.
Karen.
Mom?
Mommy!
Oh, my God, Mommy.
It's me.
Karen.
I'm right here.
I'm right here.
Mrs.
Gupta, can you hear me?
Can you squeeze my hand?
This is Dr.
Lee.
Can you squeeze my hand?
Squeeze my hand.
(Karen sobbing)
Mommy.
There you go.
Mommy, please don't die.
Mom.
Mom.
(Jordan)
All right.
That was Ryan.
They're wheels-down, 20 out.
We haven't found a match
in Pittsburgh.
That heart belongs to Scott or nobody.
I didn't see this coming.
That's the kind of day it's been.
You guys should've taken
me up on that offer.
That deli was amazing.
What's going on?
Scott's gone.
We can't find him.
And the heart's on the expressway.
(Pam)
Did you track the heart
telemetry monitor?
works like a GPS.
I know how it works.
I didn't know you put one on.
Okay.
There is a signal, but no coordinates,
coming from the hospital.
How can he be in the hospital
and not show up on any floor?
You want to tell me
what you're doing up here?
I'm not coming in.
There is a heart arriving.
Once it gets here,
it's viable for 30 minutes.
I'm not taking it.
Scott I've done this operation
hundreds of times.
You're going to be okay.
It's just
It's Brenda
who deserves this heart.
She's been waiting for
like six years, man.
It doesn't work like that, Scott.
Well, then, make it work!
I can't.
She's gonna get a heart.
It's just not this one.
I am a serious screwup.
You know it, and I know it.
She's a good person.
She's never hurt anybody.
She's never done anything wrong
in her whole life.
I can't take this heart.
It's just not right.
(panting)
(sighs)
You see the Monongahela Incline
over there?
You see that?
Top of that's Mount Washington.
That's where I grew up.
You think you're a screwup?
You should hear what I did.
Came this close to going
to prison.
A lot of my friends did go.
Scott, you're faced with a choice.
You can either hear the wake-up call,
or you can walk away.
You are not me!
And you're not your past, okay?
It's one piece of you.
It's not everything.
You know what, Scott?
Maybe the old you doesn't
deserve this heart.
But you do.
What about Brenda?
You take this heart
so you can be there
when she gets hers.
Now, come on, let's go.
(Brenda)
Wait!
Hey.
Nice drama.
Yeah.
Thanks.
It was all part of my evil plan
to get you to like me more.
It worked.
Okay, I hate
to be a wet blanket here,
but I kind of need
to swap out your heart,
so if you kooky kids could, uh
Bye.
I'll see you later.
Okay? I promise.
(sighs)
Hey, Alicia.
I don't know if you heard.
We had a procurement
run in Portland.
Uh, Maine, not-not Oregon.
Probably wouldn't be back yet
if it was Oregon.
No, probably not.
But Maine it's, uh, closer, and
and do you know
what Maine's famous for?
The longest coastline in the U.
S.
?
No.
Wait.
Is that true?
Sure is.
Anyway, they catch a lot of lobster.
And with that in mind,
I thought you might like
to enjoy the regional
delicacy of a lobster roll.
That's sweet.
Thanks.
But
I'm Jewish.
J-Jew And lobster's
A bottom feeder.
But thanks for thinking of me.
Yeah.
No problem.
(clears throat)
(quietly)
Bottom feeder.
I know who the bottom feeder is.
We shouldn't speak.
But we're going to, because
I did nothing wrong.
My chart says differently.
Your chart has nothing
to do with this.
You called your attorney?
You're damn right I did.
There's no phone in this room,
which means you got
out of bed to go
and find one.
That is why your sutures
didn't hold.
Don't try to blame this on me.
I have clients depending on me.
I can't just lie here doing nothing.
Right now, that's exactly
what you need to do.
The park where I learned
to ride a bike
it's full of drug dealers
and gang bangers.
(panting)
I spend every waking minute
trying to hold the line,
so that decent people
can lead a decent life
and have a little something,
and not be afraid.
You're not responsible
for everyone.
They shot me!
In my own house!
(crying)
I know.
I know they did.
I know they did.
I heard it went well.
Congratulations.
On the transplant,
or getting him into surgery?
Hmm, you pick.
When Rena and I started dating,
I had this motorcycle.
It was this beat-up old Triumph.
Oh, it was a '76 Bonneville.
It was beautiful.
What, she made you get rid of it?
No, she never said a word.
She even cleaned the helmet for me.
Two months later, I got rid of it
without hesitation.
'Cause you wanted to live.
For her, yeah.
Hmm.
Of course, we all know
how that turned out.
(laughs)
So, do you regret it?
Not for a second.
Not for a second.
I'm going home.
Oh, me, too.
Let's go.