Rodeo Clown (Copeing) - Lyrics - Fed Up

I often wonder what you're thinking, and if it's about me, I want to tell you how I feel, but I don't know how to go about it, It's just the way it all turns out, it's just the way it has to be, You without me... Chorus: You've gone way beyond, my level of pain, so Darling save your breath, You wouldn't believe the scars you've made, so next time just kill me. Three years, three years now lost but that's all right, All the times we've had are memories but not for me, All the movies and all the late night were not in vain, All the times we've had, though I hate your dad, were worth it all, I'd do it all again... I saved all our stuff, pictures weren't enough, but that's alright, Do you remember when, we trashed Joel's house, just for fun? Please GOD help me, to give you all my pain, To Cope with this...