God Love & Adversity to a Rose Original Freestyle

aye just gonna say stupid *** freestyle yeah kinda feeling down right now so don't mind me sometimes we're not prepared for adversity uh yeah yeah yeah uh yeah i don't wanna start *** but with you girl but you got me kinda chained like im chained to the world man im stuck up in this *** all alone while im walking feelings when im talking ??? your like the teacher that is on the board thats chalking and ya take the nails and just scratch it im hoping that this love that we got is just lasting but never ever ever trying to be that just honest cause i dont want you to think that you got me emotions and you trying to really stomp up on it uh uh the guitar to my heart you took your finger and you just scratched them apart *** and now my heart is dark its like im stevie wonder walking in the walls without no parts ah so poetic no justice the way you stepped up in my heart and you wrecked it im tryna be so open i know your mind is scoping but even its still its closed so im sitting on this ocean of emotion floating on this boat girl im just cruising you with another guy so i guess i gotta be the loser the worlds biggest loser should've kept your heart from the start girl i guess i just went to bruise it uh yeah you the most you took my heart and you just burned it like toast pop tarts or maybe toaster struddles *** my heart is just like a noodle huh your the poodle yeah you took this treat you took it then you stepped on it with your feet tryna feed myself but i guess im still in love when i look up and see your smile i think my hearts a hug uh inspiration my motivation that other dude that you with i bet that *** fake *** and i aint tryna make *** but when i get this money im gonna call you tell you i just made it just made it staying faded wheres my conscious i guess im just sitting here still awake *** need to go to sleep so i can get mind together when i see you in my dreams its like you changed the *** weather ah uh its like you changed the *** weather seeing thunder in this winter trying to see my new november ill be gone till december yeah that second of 87 man its like she took me in this hell and bring this heaven to me uh but why am i still on the cross its like i need to jump up off this *** the nails the boss they stuck up in my hands she took my *** love damn *** she squashed it like a *** bug uh i feel the sluggs hitting in my chest man these words are so true she gotta feel blessed im probably gonna take it and send it straight to her *** she got my heart fat like im buddah about to blow up its about to go nuts i think i lost my screws *** my lost nuts and im just a squirrel sitting in the world chewing on that *** my heart is like a ice age of a pearl