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Most people will remember
my grandmother as a healer,
but her abilities went beyond that.
She didn't just relieve pain
and fight illness.
She knew that wellbeing
is more than just a healthy body.
Her remedies would include words
of advice as well as medicinal teas,
and often they were just
as bitter-tasting.
I will miss Felisa Howard very much.
Her healing, her advice.
Most of all, the inspiration she has
provided me throughout the years.
Rest in peace, Nana.
And so now we commit her body
to the ground,
earth to earth, ashes to ashes,
dust to dust,
in sure and certain hope
that her memory will be kept alive
within us all.
Amen.
Space, the final frontier.
These are the voyages
of the Starship Enterprise.
Its continuing mission,
to explore strange new worlds
to seek out new life
and new civilisations
to boldly go
where no one has gone before.
- That was beautiful.
- Thank you.
Deanna.
Did you notice
a strange man at the service?
- In his mid-30s with longish hair.
- No.
He threw a flower on Nana's grave.
A camellia.
It was her favourite flower.
- She kept them all over the house.
- Maybe he was a friend or a patient.
It was a very personal gesture.
And he gave me a remarkable look.
Well, I guess I should be going
back to the house.
There are some things I need to do.
It's only a few minutes.
Would you come?
- I'd love to.
- Thanks.
- How long are you staying?
- A few more hours.
Why?
As you know, Caldos is one of
the first terraforming projects
of the Federation.
Our weather controls and fusion
systems are a century old.
I wouldn't mind having
a starship engineer look at them.
Perhaps give us a few upgrades.
Maybe in exchange for a tour of
the colony and a home-cooked meal?
We are due at Starbase 621
tomorrow morning.
But we could delay for a few days.
I'm sure we can find time.
- Excellent.
- I would enjoy that tour.
Caldos is most impressive.
I feel
as if I am in the Scottish Highlands.
That was the intent.
The cornerstone
of every building in town
was brought from
Edinburgh, Glasgow, Aberdeen.
The founders wanted everyone to feel
they had a piece of the real thing.
They didn't want to just imitate
Scotland, they wanted to recreate it.
Tell me, Governor, I'm curious.
You're obviously not Scots yourself.
What was it that drew you here?
Something about the culture,
the heritage.
When I was a boy, my family
visited Glamis Castle in Scotland.
And as I looked out
across the Highlands
I felt as if I had come home.
Your grandmother
had remarkable green eyes.
Every Howard woman has had green
eyes, except my mother and me.
How well do you remember
your mother?
Very well.
I loved her very much.
I can remember her face
smiling down at me,
and I can remember her voice
and her scent.
But mostly I remember Nana,
who raised me after my mother died.
That's beautiful.
It's a family heirloom,
in the Howard clan for generations.
It's supposed to symbolise
the Howard spirit.
Wherever they go, the shining light
to guide them through their fortune.
Nana always kept it lit.
I remember sitting here,
listening to ghost stories,
with only the candle burning.
- You should take it with you.
- I think I will.
- I'm going back to the ship.
- You don't have to leave.
I thought you'd like some time alone.
See you later.
Thanks.
Who's there?
What are you doing?
Get out of my house.
Don't be so high and mighty,
Beverly Howard Crusher.
I've spent more time here
than you have.
How do you know who I am?
I'm Ned Quint.
I took care
of your grandmother's house.
Nana never mentioned you.
There's lots she didnae talk about.
Let me get rid of that candle.
Why?
It brought nothing
but misery to your grandmother.
Look, I don't know
what your relationship was,
but this is my house and my things.
That candle's been a curse
on your family for generations.
If you have any sense, you'll do away
with it.
Give it to me.
This is a family heirloom.
I intend to keep it.
Would you please
get out of my house? Now!
Howard women,
always the same stubborn fools.
I wash my hands of it now.
You stay on in this house
and keep that damn candle.
I'll not be responsible
for what happens.
Get out.
The colony's aqueduct system
is functioning,
as are the communication relays.
We've been having tremors.
Could
you check the seismic stabilisers?
Certainly.
You can't imagine afternoon tea
while the earth is shaking.
Governor, did you know you had a
fluctuation in your weather control?
No.
Our weather control's
worked perfectly for 22 years.
I can't isolate the source,
but the fluctuation
seems to originate
from one of the substations
regulating humidity.
- Will this be a problem?
- Not yet.
But power-distribution patterns
are off by five percent.
I suggest we analyse weather patterns
to see if they are affected.
I am reading unusually high humidity
across the southern desert.
There is increasing cloud
above the northern coast,
possibly the formation
of a storm system.
Storm? It's the middle of summer.
We don't have rain now.
Let's correct this.
I'll check out
the climatic-flow array.
I will run a diagnostic
on the thermal regulators.
- Don't worry.
We'll keep you dry.
- I hope so.
There's a caber toss
tomorrow afternoon.
I'd hate to see it spoiled
by an unexpected downpour.
You wouldn't believe what I read
in my grandmother's journals.
She had a lover.
Can you
believe that? Nana was 100 years old.
It seems that the Howard women
have vigorous libidos.
I certainly hope so.
I hope I can find a handsome young
man in his thirties when I'm 100.
- Thirties?
- Yes.
According to these journals, his name
is Ronin and he's 34 years old.
They met just after
my great-grandmother's death.
I think I saw him.
A handsome man
tossed a camellia onto her grave.
But the strange thing is,
she never mentioned him
in her letters.
Never once.
Yet it appears they spent
almost all their time together.
It's as if she led an entire life
that I knew nothing about.
It looks as if we'll be on Caldos
for a few days more.
This will be a good opportunity
to get her affairs in order.
Thank you.
Thirties.
Beverly.
You dreamt you were in bed
with someone?
Not exactly.
I was in bed, but there
wasn't another person in my dream.
It was more like a presence.
- You said you felt a touch.
- A pair of hands.
They were moving across my skin.
- Like a caress?
- Yes.
There was a voice, a man.
He whispered my name.
It was as if I knew him.
Or more like, he knew me.
He knew how I liked to be touched.
It was the most physical dream
I've ever had.
The sensations were very real
and extremely arousing.
Frankly, I'm envious.
I did fall asleep reading an ***
chapter in my grandmother's journal.
She wrote detailed descriptions
of her experiences with Ronin.
Well, that's bound to cause
a dream or two.
So, shall we start going over
the personnel reports?
I think he had a ring
on one of his hands
when he touched my shoulder,
my neck.
I wonder if I'll have
another dream tonight.
I'd read two chapters.
- You probably want to be alone.
- No, it's OK.
I'm sorry we got off to a bad start.
I read my grandmother's journals.
- I know how much you meant to her.
- She was a grand lady.
You'll not see many more like her.
You have your grandmother's fire,
that's for sure.
Ned, you're welcome
to stay at the house
after I've gone
to take care of the place.
That's very kind of you, but I'll
ne'er set foot in that house again.
I recommend you dinna.
- Why?
- I tried to tell your grandmother.
- The house is haunted.
- Haunted?
You believe what you want, lass,
just dinna light that candle.
- Why not?
- It'll bring the ghost.
It's his home.
He's out now, wandering across
the land, angry at being driven out.
That's why he's bringing the storms.
The weather system's control
is malfunctioning.
The Enterprise is repairing it.
Sure.
But who do you think
is causing the malfunction?
- I think your imagination
- Think what you want.
See what you want.
Just do as I say.
Dinna light that candle
or go to that house,
or before you know it, they'll bury
another Howard in this cemetery.
I'm detecting atmospheric turbulence
and pockets of electrical activity.
On screen.
- It is growing in intensity.
- One hell of a thunderstorm.
Bridge to Engineering.
We are reading an extremely large
storm over the colony.
I thought the weather malfunction
was not severe.
It began as a minor fluctuation,
but the effect has spread.
It has caused a concentration
of cumulonimbus activity.
I suggest we set up a power transfer
to the weather substations,
try to give enough power
to stabilise the storm.
Make it so.
Who's there?
Ned? Is that you?
Hello?
I know somebody's here,
so I suggest you
Alright, that's it.
If you don't show
yourself, I'll call the Enterprise.
There will be ten guards
here within 30 seconds.
Beverly.
I've come back for you.
Who are you?
Don't you remember?
I came to you
while you were asleep.
No, that was a dream.
I'm calling the Enterprise.
Now do you remember me?
Yes.
What's happening to me?
Right now, I feel so strange.
I love you, Beverly,
just as I loved Felisa before you.
- Are you Ronin?
- Yes.
You saw me at the funeral.
Who are you?
I'm a spirit.
- I don't believe in
- Ghosts?
Nor did I in the beginning.
I was born in 1647,
in Glasgow, on Earth.
You're telling me
that you're an 800-year-old ghost?
I found a home with Jessel Howard.
She was a pretty lass with a mane
of red hair and eyes like diamonds.
I loved her very much.
When she died, I stayed with
her daughter, and her daughter,
and on down through the years,
generation after generation.
And now you're here on Caldos,
When your family moved out
into the galaxy, I moved with them.
I don't believe you.
I believe you are the most
beautiful women I have ever known.
What's
What's happening to me?
We're becoming one, Beverly.
We're going to be together.
I don't understand.
Stop it.
Come in.
I wanted to see if you were going
to Mok'bara class this morning.
No, I think I'll skip it today.
I'm exhausted.
Did you have another dream
last night?
- Not exactly.
- Is anything wrong?
Not at all.
Beverly, if I didn't know better,
I'd say you were seeing someone.
Deanna.
Now I know you're seeing someone.
I'm not seeing anybody.
I met someone, that's all.
You obviously have
romantic feelings for him.
Beverly, when will you realise
that you can't fool me?
- Who is it?
- Alright.
I met Ronin.
Ronin?
Your grandmother's lover?
He's unlike anyone I've ever met
before.
This sounds crazy, but
I have never known anyone
who was so
- Passionate.
- Exactly.
I can see why Nana
fell in love with him.
This sounds very strange, doesn't it?
I admit it's unusual.
I'm very happy for you.
But I want you to consider something.
You and Ronin have both suffered
a tremendous loss.
Very often,
shared traumatic experience
can create the illusion
of closeness and romance.
Thank you for your concern,
but I think I know what I'm doing.
Besides, I didn't say I was in love
with him.
I'm just intrigued.
I moved to this colony because
it was a recreation of Scotland,
but it's getting too realistic.
What is going on?
There is a condensed suspension
of water vapour,
approximately one degree Celsius.
- Fog.
- It just rolled in on us, sir.
There is a malfunction
in the environmental control.
We traced the problem
to the power-transfer beam.
Some feedback is coming
from a weather substation.
- Another power fluctuation?
- Captain.
The temperature in ten-forward
is below freezing.
- Deck 13 has lost gravity.
- Disengage the power transfer.
I am unable to terminate
the connection.
A feedback loop has formed
in the beam.
I will have to go to the substation
to correct the problem.
Make it so.
In the meantime,
I think I'll go get my jacket.
I have analysed the control module
in the primary weather-control grid.
The station is experiencing
a power failure.
This is impossible.
The backup system
Excuse me, sir, you are dismantling
the primary power conduit.
- I must ask you to stop.
- No.
Get away from me.
You dinna understand.
He's trying to kill us all.
He is dead.
He was trying to shut down
the weather-control system.
He was pulling out
the plasma conduit.
That caused the discharge
that killed him.
I knew Ned.
I don't know
why'd he try something like that.
It's gonna take us time to get the
system back on line.
Another day.
In the meantime,
the weather problems will continue.
I think you'd better look at this.
Data, you said there was a plasma
discharge when Quint was killed.
- That is correct.
- That wasn't what killed him.
I'm detecting an anomalous
energy residual throughout his body.
Whatever it is, it wasn't
the result of a plasma discharge.
- Anything?
- I cannot identify the residual.
However,
it has the same anaphasic signature
as the fluctuations
from the weather-control system.
Whatever caused the malfunctions
also killed Quint?
It is possible.
Scan the colony for any readings
that match this signature.
With your permission, I'd like to
take the body to the ship for tests.
Of course, Doctor.
Ensign, ask Dr Selar
to run a biospectral analysis.
You won't run the test yourself?
No.
I have some things
I need to attend to.
Ronin, I've got to talk to you.
Are you here?
I'm here.
Beverly, did you miss me?
Yes, but I must talk to you.
- There's been an accident.
- I know.
Quint is dead.
Why did it happen?
What was he doing?
Beverly, there's something more
important we should talk about.
Ronin, I've got to know.
Quint's dead.
- Ronin?
- Yes.
- I need you to help me.
- Help you?
It's not easy for me
to take corporeal form.
I can't do it for long.
I want you to light the candle.
Quint said you lived in the candle.
Is that true?
Yes.
If I'm away from it for too long,
I begin to weaken.
That's why the women in your family
have always kept the candle lit.
The candle's on the ship.
I'll get it.
No.
- I must go with you.
- How?
The power-transfer beam.
I can travel along it.
And when the candle's lit,
then what happens?
Then we'll be together.
Always.
Computer, secure door.
I lit the candle.
Where are you?
It's alright.
We're together.
We're going to be one.
I'm going to become part of you.
- Would you like that?
- More than anything.
As it was with your grandmother.
And all of the Howard women
before them.
I'll take care of you.
And you will feel love
as you've never felt it before.
Beverly, what the hell is this?
I thought it was self-explanatory.
I'm leaving Starfleet.
Energise.
- Belay that order.
- Aye, sir.
Beverly, you can't just resign.
I can, and I have.
I've decided to stay on Caldos
and become a healer.
It's a Howard tradition.
I've decided to uphold it.
Energise.
I've resigned my commission, so
unless you plan on kidnapping me
Beverly was attracted to Ronin
in a very intense and intimate way.
I warned her
that it was all very sudden,
but she didn't want to talk about it.
I sensed that she was holding back,
she wasn't telling the truth.
Do you think this Ronin could be
exerting some influence over her?
That it's because of him?
It's possible, but she may believe
she's in love with him.
This is a rash decision.
It's not like Beverly at all.
I agree, but she has the right
to make that choice,
even if we don't feel
it's a good one.
Come.
Captain, Geordi and I
have detected an energy residual
with the same anaphasic signature
as the one on Ned Quint's body.
Where?
from the centre of the colony.
It is coming from the cemetery.
I want you to go to the cemetery.
Pinpoint the source.
Aye, sir.
In the meantime, I would like
to meet with this Ronin.
The readings are from this direction,
but I can't get a location.
I'll narrow the scan field.
The readings appear to originate
two metres below the surface.
I believe they are concentrated
within this burial site.
I'm so glad you're here.
I can't imagine what life was like
before I met you.
And it will only get better.
Ronin.
I had no idea I could feel this way.
We're nearly merged now.
As two candles join
to form a single light,
so we will flourish as one.
I love you, Beverly.
I love you.
Beverly?
Jean-Luc.
Sorry I startled you.
I knocked but there was no answer.
- The door was open.
- What do you want?
Well, I'd hoped to meet
your new friend Ronin.
He's not here.
Perhaps I could wait,
if you don't mind.
I'm anxious to meet
this remarkable young man
who has swept away
not one but two of the Howard women.
Jealousy doesn't suit you, Jean-Luc.
Have you changed the colour
of your eyes?
I just grew tired
of the other colour.
Don't you think it suits me?
I think that I preferred your eyes
the way they were before.
I think I preferred you
the way you were before.
Well, this is the way I am now.
And this is my life.
I've made my decision.
I won't change my mind.
- Please leave me alone.
- There's something wrong here.
This is more than a love affair
that has got out of hand.
Tell me, why has no one
seen this Ronin except you?
Alright, Captain.
Here I am.
I believe Beverly asked you
to leave her alone.
So, you're Ronin.
A pleasure to meet you.
- Where are you from?
- Earth.
Scotland.
How long have you been on Caldos?
All that matters
is that I'm here now,
and that we plan to be together
for the rest of our lives.
- Data to Picard.
- Go ahead.
We have located
the source of the energy.
It is concentrated
within Felisa Howard's coffin.
We'd like to exhume the body.
You can't do that.
Leave her alone.
Why not? What are you afraid of?
I'm not afraid of anything.
But I cannot allow you
to desecrate her grave.
Data, ask Governor Maturin's
permission to exhume the body.
- Picard out.
- I won't stand for this.
- I'll go to the Governor myself.
- Go on.
I wouldn't be surprised
if he doesn't know who you are.
He'll have the same questions
that I do.
What ship did you come on?
- Jean-Luc, leave him alone.
- Answer me.
What ship? I'd like to look
at the passenger list.
Where have you been living?
Who are your neighbours?
Come on.
Get out of here.
Jean-Luc.
We must stop the others.
They cannot exhume the body.
We can't just leave him.
You must come.
I am your love.
I will take care of you.
I can't just let him die.
Beverly, come with me.
No.
I'm sorry.
I'm going to stop them.
Come on.
I'm alright.
Beverly, go after him.
Go to the cemetery.
La Forge to Enterprise.
We're ready here.
I am reading signs
of anaphasic energy in her body.
- It extends to the cellular level.
- That's impossible.
She was nowhere near the station
when Quint was killed.
She died of natural causes.
I suggest a deep-tissue scan
to look for
No!
Ronin, stop this.
Stop this, please.
Beverly, it's alright.
Have trust in me.
You're not Nana.
Nana's dead.
Leave her alone!
Beverly!
Forgive me.
These men
tried to stop us being together.
Once they're gone,
everything will be right.
No, it won't.
You've infused me with the anaphasic
energy that killed Quint.
He was trying to destroy me.
I had to defend myself.
My love.
I could never harm you.
I am here to protect you.
No, you're not.
There's no such thing as a ghost.
You are some sort
of anaphasic life form.
Anaphasic energy
is extremely unstable.
It needs an organic host
to maintain molecular cohesion,
or else you'll die.
Beverly.
I scanned the candle.
The flame is plasma-based.
You were using it as a receptacle
to get to me, to merge with me.
You have been using me, Nana,
my entire family for centuries!
And I loved all of them!
And they loved me!
Give me the candle, Beverly.
No.
Put it down, or I will kill him.
Set it down and walk away.
No!
Crusher to Riker.
Close off all plasma conduits
at the weather-control system.
Understood.
You've nowhere left to go.
Yes.
I do.
Keep away from me.
Beverly.
I love you.
Beverly!
Captain's log, supplemental.
La Forge and Data have recovered
from exposure to anaphasic energy.
But Dr Crusher's recovery
will be of a more personal nature.
Somehow, he realised
that one of my ancestors
had a biochemistry that was
compatible with his energy matrix.
I imagine that he took on human form
and seduced her like he did me.
I was about to be initiated
into a very unusual relationship.
You might call it a family tradition.
But there's a part of me that's sad.
How so?
I reread the entries
in my grandmother's journals.
Whatever else he might have done,
he made her very happy.