I Am ... - Lyrics - Vacant Stare

Wonder back to where you were at, you'll find me You f**king idiot what you got see Wasn't really me just a shadow of what I could've been And then multiply Into a ruthless, an over bad, another sad Then I cut myself out the way Of conflicting views (that were) stirring up truth I can't get it right Turning back on myself is the hardest thing I could have possibly done With the will to change I've got no one to blame and I'm telling you this is? Why, do we always try? Do we always try? To cover up our mistakes To try and be what they'd expect As I wonder back myself I get full of wealth Knowing I am right out of sight Feeling calmer, don't know how to use this Too busy trying to f**king well abuse this That I find myself flipping a coin On my personality whom I gonna join This is what's wrong this not strong I can't explain it So who you gonna blame it on Turning back on myself is the hardest thing I could have possibly done With the will to change I've got no one to blame and I'm telling you this is? Why, do we always try? Do we always try? To cover up our mistakes To try and be what they'd expect Find a way to find yourself And mind you don't fall I'm not sure I like what I found so Be careful of your height and say I'm all I am Cause the fact of the matter is what you see and you get Isn't always true for me I lie to the back of my teeth and your never gonna see me Cause I cover it up with expression Would you call me a fool cause I'm questioned? And you never gonna break this Cause the face who takes this space is under pressure Everyone shows a gesture By changing the mask I wear am I a lesser? Oh, and when I get low I can not stay this way why cant you see? Its easy to delude yourself in thinking this is who I am Get Get back Get Get back further Get Get back Get Get back further To cover up are mistakes To try and be what they'd expect Expect to see and find Expect to see and hear Expect to be and do But know one said it be easy But no one said it be easy No one said it be easy No one said it be easy No one said it be easy No one said it be easy No one said it be easy No one said it be easy No one said it be easy