Never That Far Away - Lyrics - Abica

Ohhh, another one gone Another one lost alone and along the way To the place I stay It's been a few years been a few months been a couple weeks three days But who the *** counting anyways? Who the *** seeing better days than the *** hideaways It don't matter cuz it's all just a faze Just another day just another way to make you say *** this drink a bottle to the bottom Funny how it never ever stops a problem And you wake to a bad headache And a *** looking like she could jump and cause an earthquake Never mind I'm off my track, it's me and tac showing you where numb is at It's right here, it's no pain, no smiles, no fear No love, nothing more nothing here Chorus You see me cut so deep to try to find what might be hidden You watch me rip and tear to feel what's there what all is missing And now I leave cuz I found this place I'm not alone if I chose to stay I need to know that this aint a waste and We're never that far away Since day one I was never *** like you They all criticize but never had a right to Then never knew what it did to me And now I see the flows of who I wanna be now I can fake my smile I can make em believe That I'm still a healthy person when I hide my disease I can make em think I'm like them I can make em think that I'm their friend But when you take your time will you look behind my eyes Can you see the truth or just the truth in lies I can't take it anymore I can't help myself Cuz when I take these pills then I'm someone else You can't do a damn thing cuz it's up to me Just let me be me so I can be free Will you let them take over will you try to run and hide Can you take off the mask from which your inside You see me cut so deep to try to find what might be hidden You watch me rip and tear to feel what's there what all is missing And now I leave cuz I found this place I'm not alone if I chose to stay I need to know that this aint a waste and We're never that far away Close your eyes I'll close mine Sometimes things get clear when you're blind Close your eyes I'll close mine Sometimes things get clear when you're blind Close your eyes and I'll close mine Sometimes things get clear when you're blind Just close your eyes and I'll close mine I can see so clear when I'm blind Here I am on cloud nine Living a thin line but having a great time On top of the world with the other mother *** Thinking everybody love us and there's nothing up above us Here I am with all I can give Everything that was what will be and now is Take a step back and check how you live You don't love what you got then you don't got *** They say you don't know what you got till it's gone And you can't back down cuz you waited too long They know how you feel cuz you wear it on your sleeve And you don't want to stay but you know you can't leave So breathe take your time cuz you know how I feel With wounds that are just too deep to even heal Gotta close my eyes so I can finally see Everything I am and who I wanna be You see me cut so deep to try to find what might be hidden You watch me rip and tear to feel what's there what all is missing And now I leave cuz I found this place I'm not alone if I chose to stay I need to know that this aint a waste and We're never that far away