Film About Bullying - 9 class project week

Hello My name is Amanda I decided to tell you my story I seem happy, don't I? But I'm not Everytime somone have asked me how I am I always covered it with a...' ''I'm fine'' Because it was easier to just hide the truth In 8th grade started my story I wasn't welcome I got held outside Nobody wanted to be together with me... I got things thrown after me and I especially remember one thing... A note where there were written; '' You don't deserve to live, kill yourself!'' You don't deserve to live, kill yourself! I didn't know what I'd done But everyone hated me In the middle of 8th grade i moved school, everything were better shortly, but everyone bullied me anyways... I hated my life, so I started to cut To make the pain disappear... It continued till 9th grade... I wanted to die... I wanted to die so bad... I tried to commit suicide, by drinking ''Bleach''... And for a short moment, I actually believed I were going to die. My father found me, and I got to the hospital right away they cleaned me from bleach and I survived The rumors got spread on the school about me trying to commit suicide... ''***, ***, die, *** you'' were the only things I heard. One day there were a girl who shouted; ''Just punch her already!'' A group of girls started to hit and kick me and as I layed there on the ground, they continued anyway When I came home, my facebook were full of messages ... That I should just go die. I cried every day, I wanted to die even more I'm now in 1 year of high school. And from just a couple of weeks ago, everything got better. I moved school again... Again... Again... I still gets bullied, but... I got a dog, and he keeps me alive. I'm not cutting anymore, and I haven't tried to commit suicide since 8th grade My life isn't perfect, but it's better. Never give up, you're here for a reason. I love you!