One More Forever - Lyrics - Unfinished Thought

I Stood And Watched As She Drove Up I Kept My Cool With The Pain And As You Were Playing With Her In Your Bed I Was Outside Your Door In The Rain No One Heard As I Walked Up Put My Hand On The Door And Then Turned And As I Walked Down The Hall With My Mind In A Blur I Was Loving The Pain You Would Learn Kicked Open The Door With A Fury She Was The First One To Go Slowly At First And Then Quickly You Bled As My Rapture Had Ended The Show Peace Of Mind Doesn't Come Cheap Devotion Hurts Most Of All Now Pieces Of Your Mind Are All I Can See With The Pictures Of Me On The Wall Why Are You Still Breathing These Are My Dreams I Dare You I Dare You I Dare You To Push Me Just A Little Bit Further Blurring The Line Between My Memories And Dreams See What Happens When I Forget I'm Awake And The Hurt Is So Blinding Addiction Is All I Can See Control Will Lead To Possession Obsession For Permanent Bliss You Say That I'm Crazy But Baby I Can't Take Enough Pills To Stop This You're Just One More Forever I Couldn't Put Together One More Disaster For The Ever After One More Last One Forever Never Ever Seemed So Short All Those Times That You Made Me Feel Worthless Like I Was The Target The One No One Knew And Now These Insecurities Will Come Back To Kill You By Now You Should Know That I'm Different I Have A Feeling You Already Do It's Times Like These I Can Breathe What I See Tell Me My Dear Does That Seem Timid To You You're Just One More Forever I Couldn't Put Together One More Disaster For The Ever After Forever Never Ever Seemed So Short You Were There At The Hotel Or It Might Have Been A Motel When I Awoke As The First Tear Fell You Didn't Think You Didn't Think Of Me