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I want a boy who reads.
Someone who has let great sentences teach him things about life.
He's the type, who's creative in an eloquent and sophisticated way
because he had learned exactly how to be, from the stories of great writers.
I know it's hard to find someone
who will choose to lose himself in a world built up by written words
rather than wasting his emotions leaning at some bar.
A boy who knows what joy can come out of risking everything
just to be with the person you desire, a Winston Smith
who is not afraid to commit thoughtcrime and stand up to big brother just to be with his Julia.
I want a boy who knows the difference between
truly living and just breathing.
Someone who Hemingway and Oscar Wilde have thought
how to come out of the shadows.
With a boy like that,
I wouldn't mind if he didn't answer my phone calls
because he would probably be so lost in some poetry book
not noticing anything else, and with every verse tying a knot of unfamiliar feelings to his heart.
At night, when he can't sleep he won't reach
for the sleeping pills but for the bookshelf
seeking comfort in the well-known words of a book he has read countless times.
A boy who looks at me with the same amazement that Dorian Gray
looks at his own reflection.
A boy whose fingers have swept over thousands of pages filled with immense joy, love,
heartbreak and pain because he has at some point,
experienced every shade of one emotion while his eyes hungrily
devoured every letter.
He would be a boy who would see every unhappy and unfinished love story in me
and do everything in his power to give us a happy ending.
I want a boy who will make our moments matter.