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SAME PASSION SHE BECAME MORE
OBSESSED UNTIL THE THINGS SHE
LOVED THE MOST NEARLY KILLED
HER.
O SAY CAN YOU SEE --
>> SHE BECAME A U.S. CITIZEN IN
2008.
DEPARTMENT OF OF HOME LAND
SECURITY INVITES HER TO SING AT
EVENTS MUCH SHE WAS BORN IN
INDIA TO AN SIC FAMILY AND
MOVEED AMERICA WHEN SHE WAS A
CHILD.
SHE DIDN'T SPEAK ENGLISH AND SHE
WAS THE BRUNT OF CRUEL JOKES
FROM THE OTHER CHILDREN.
>> I FELT A SENSE OF OF LOSS OF
CONTROL OF MY LIFE.
AND I WANTED TO HAVE CONTROL OF
OF MY LIFE.
I THOUGHT THE MORE I COULD GET
SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE THE MORE I
WOULD BE ABLE TO CONTROL MY
ENVIRONMENT AND THE MORE I WOULD
BE ABLE TO CONTROL PEOPLE.
SO -- I STARTED GETTING TO
HOROSCOPES.
I STARTED STUDYING ABOUT
PSYCHICS AND WITCH CRAFT.
I WOULD BEGIN TO HAVE DEMONS
WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WERE
AT THE TIME REVEAL THEMSELVES TO
ME ON A CONTINUING BASIS. AND
THEY WOULD JUST SPEAK TO MY
SPIRIT THAT I HAD BEEN BORN FOR
A PURPOSE AND THAT PURPOSE WOULD
BE FULFILLED.
>> AS AN ADULT SHE WAS ENGROSS
INDEED THE OCCULT.
>> THE EXPERIENCES I WOULD HAVE
IS I WOULD NOT BE SATISFIED.
IT WOULD LEAVE ME MORE EMPTY.
IT DIDN'T GIVE ME AN ANSWER.
IT GAVE ME POWER AND A SENSE OF
CONTROL.
BUT THERE WAS NO, NO ANSWER FOR
ME.
>> SHE MET A MAN WHO WAS
INVOLVED IN THE OCCULT.
HE TOOK HER DEEPER TO WITCH
CRAFT.
>> I MOVED IN WITH HIM AND WE
HAD QUITE AN INTENSE CONNECTION
SPIRIT TO SPIRIT AND HAVING THE
OCCULT DRAW US TOGETHER.
IN OUR HOUSE WE'LL WOULD HAVE
CRYSTALS.
HUGE PICTURES OF RAMSEY AND
PHARAOH.
>> AT HER BIRTHDAY SHE ASKED A
FRIEND FOR A SHIRLEY MCLAIN BOOK
HER FRIEND OF A CHRISTIAN.
>> SHE GAVE ME MY PRESENT.
I OPENED IT AND IT WAS A BIBLE.
>> SO I SAID OH , WHERE IS MY
BOOK.
SHE SAID I WANTED TO SHOW YOU
SOMETHING IN THE BIBLE AND SHE
OPENED UP TO DEUTERONOMY CHAPTER
18 VERSE 9-14.
AND GOD SAYS THAT THOSE THAT
CONSULT WITH FAMILIAR SPIRITS OR
WIZARDS OR ENCHANTERS AND A LIST
OF OF THINGS THOSE ARE AN
ABOMINATION TO GOD.
THE SCRIPTURE JUMPED OUT AT ME
FROM THE BIBLE AND JUMPED OFF
THE PAGES AND WENT THROUGH MY
SPIRIT.
AND I WAS CONVICTED OF SIN.
>> IT SEEMED THAT EVERY WHERE
SHE WENT SHE MET CHRISTIANS.
I WOULD ASK QUESTIONS HOW DOES
THIS JESUS COME IN YOU?
WHAT DOES IT MEAN A MAN COME
INSIDE OF YOU?
WHAT IS THIS BORN AGAIN MEAN?
WHAT DOES SAVED MEAN?
I WOULD ASK QUESTION, EVEN I
DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THEM I WOULD
LEARN.
>> AT HOME HER BOYFRIEND BECAME
VIOLENT MUCH
>> IS SHE WAS HAVING VIVID
NIGHTMARES THAT KEPT HER UP.
DURING THE TIME A CHRISTIAN
FRIEND GAVE HER A MESSAGE.
SAID THE MAN I WAS LIVING WITH
WOULD KILL ME IF I DONED LEAVE
AND THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD TOLD
HER TO TELL ME TO LEAVE.
THAT BROKE SOMETHING IN ME I
KNEW IT WAS GOD EVEN THOUGH I
DIDN'T KNOW GOD.
SO I -- I PACKED MY BAGS AND I
TOLD MY MOM I WAS MOVE TO NORTH
CAROLINA.
>> SHE MOVED WITH HER BROTHER
WHO INVITED HER TO CHURCH.
>> I WALKED INTO THE CHURCH AND
WHEN THE WORSHIP STARTED, I
BEGAN TO WEEP AND WEEP.
UNCONTROLLABLY AND SINGING SONGS
I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS
HAPPENING.
I FELT HOW MUCH GOD LOVED HE AND
DIDN'T HATE ME FOR THE THING I
DID IN THE PAST AND THE
ABOMINATIONS I WAS PRACTICING
AND HOW HE WANTED TO REACH OUT
AND BE A FATHER TO ME.
AFTER GOING TO CHURCH FOR AWHILE
SHE MADE A DECISION.
>> LOOKED TO HEAVEN AND SAID,
JESUS I'M A SINNER, I BELIEVE
WHAT PEOPLE HAVE SAID ABOUT YOU.
THAT YOU ARE THE SON OF GOD YOU
DIED ON THE CROSS FOR ME AND
DIED FOR MY SIN.
I SAID FORGIVE ME AND COME INTO
ME AND BE THE LORD OF MY LIFE.
THE CHANGE WAS ALMOST INSTANT.
>> THE NEXT MORNING ALL MY BAD
DREAMS WERE GONE.
TORMEANT WAS GONE.
IT WAS LIKE A WEIGHT HAD BEEN
LIFTED THE WEIGHT OF OF SIN.
THE WEIGHT OF DECEPTION.
I FELT LIKE I WAS ALIVE NEAR THE
FIRST TIME.
I HAD A BONFIRE AND I BURNED
EVERYTHING THAT I HAD EVEN THE
MUSIC.
THE BOOKS, THAT I HAD.
THE OBJECTS I HAD ALL OVER MY
WALLS THE PICTURES THE CLOTHES
THE JEWELRY.
I HAD TO BREAK EVERYTHING IN MY
LIFE AND BREAK THE CHAINS OVER
MY LIFE.
JA HER LIFE WAS ON A NEW PATH.
>> IT WAS REALLY A PRETTY
AWESOME IS WALK WITH THE LORD I
WAS THANKFUL TO THE LORD FOR
OPENING MY ICE.
THE LORD HAD ME TELLING PEOPLE
HOW DANGEROUS THE NEW AGE IS.
SHE LOVED TO SING AND AS SHE
DEVELOPED HER VOICE SHE KNEW IT
WAS A GIFT FROM GOD.
>> COME TO JESUS, COME HOME.
UPON
>> I LOVE MUSIC BECAUSE MUSIC
IS A WAY THAT GOD SPEAKS TO OUR
SPIRIT.
GOD SAYS HE INHABITS THE PRAISES
OF HIS PEOPLE.
I SEE SO MANY PEOPLE IN THE
CHURCH OR OUT OF THE CHURCH THAT
ARE SO LONELY AND HURTING.
AND THEY ARE DESPERATE.
JESUS IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN
FILL THAT VOID.
THE LORD REALLY SPARED ME FROM
DEATH.
NOT JUST SPIRITUAL BUT PHYSICAL
DEATH AND EMOTIONAL DEATH.
I COULD HAVE LOST MY MIND.
I COULD HAVE BEEN ETERNALLY