Or So I Thought - Lyrics - Fell Far Behind

[Verse One] I pull and pull, with every heave No weaker than it's preceding Though I hold tight, weak hands slip I fall back to you every now and again I stand confused and look both ways As I can't step one foot off of this median [Pre-Chorus] I took control or so I thought (Deep down in myself again) [Chorus] Since we were young, back in the day I've known you like the back of my weak hands When we were young, about fifteen Decisions never seemed as permanent [Verse Two] Think back to our first experience Long beaches and boundaries broken all the time We've grown up, oh but have we grown apart as well? It seems right now it's far too hard to tell [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] Take this as is, a remembrance For the ever-rotating cycle of feeling content Walking blind in the state of a changed mind With in time and in fact More the ever-shifting urge to rewind this Take this, a remembrance Of the ever-rotating cycle of feeling content With the will to change Feeling content in the will to seek change Take this, a remembrance Of feeling content in the will to seek change [Bridge 2] I'll save that song, so help no better I'll take control, will be much better With great (?), or so I thought