Ceemin - Episode 1 - 09.feb.2012

well Let me start where… I don’t like to tell a story or em… show a bunch of my old files and say what stories are behind them during the time when the discussion about this project has begun, there was another thing that was interesting for me, I rather talk about that the momentum which is common about all these remembering that weird moment when you suddenly feel like this has happened sometime before an incident that maybe 2, 5 or 10 years ago may have happened in one’s life, but after that there has been no referring to it or maybe it has been a long time since you forgot about it and starting a conversation, proposing of a question, seeing an image, being present in a location or listening to a specific music that in that specific moment was playing all of a sudden feels like a trigger, a trigger to your memory and it feels like two hands are struggling with the layers of your memory layers of your brain and are pulling out that image out or maybe… I don’t know that they are removing it’s shell and letting the memory appear again and it’s a wonder when it’s happening, it’s not you searching for recreating that image or remembering that memory, it’s the memory itself floating automatically in your head and it’s a wonder because, when you are talking about it for someone in that moment, you feel like you are describing it though you are not thinking about it and it’s like as you are speaking the memory keeps being reminded by itself it’s a weird feeling they call it Nostalgic for me experiencing these moments in these reminding scenes are more interesting a weird feeling that even could be dangerous I personally rather not to browse into my past I rather keeping the good parts rather going to the dark and dislikable parts this is why I say these moments could sometimes become dangerous this is why some songs, some photos, some images can be considered as dangerous songs, photos and images and that is because they can be reminders of things that suddenly … remind you of things that you don’t want to be reminded about you don’t want to go back to that part you don’t want to have your head involved with it maybe this is why often don’t keep my files from the past em… I usually save them on a hard disk, CD or DVD for them to just be there so that they won’t be erased totally. Because anyway, they are pieces of my past but I won’t keep them close to reach I rather not to see them accidentally so they don’t remind me many of images it’s a weird feeling this sudden moment of reminding of moments, moments which you that they never exist anymore you didn’t think that they ever have existed, but suddenly you will be reminded that: yes, there were such things too maybe this is the reason why I told you I like the title “The Delicate Line” for this project because, it’s experiencing this moment is exactly like there is a delicate line between your current memory and the buried part and the smallest flip to this line cause the memory to bloom again and float in your head