Forgetting God - Lyrics - Feast Eternal

Uncertainties of life - plaguing me Never ending failures - are all I see Hopeless frustration - fill me with pain Battles and struggles - come to kill again Lost in myself - seeking to see Trying to be - what's been called of me Falling so short - expected and seen Bleed not in vain - he who died for me [1st chorus] Here on this mountain I stand crying, crying This fallen one I who turned my back and forgotten god Rebellious child weary of idol's and sin Lord heal me again By you alone I swear my life, the living god Pour out your blood Struggle and pain - left me for dying Wanting to curse him - but him i'd not shame So many questions - confusion betrayal Calling for answers - in this world all will fail To suffer to grow Patience and hope - call to suffer this I know Accept my burdens - carry my cross All else is vanity - in this world all will fail [repeat 1st chorus] Looking back - I can still see Darkness of those days - but now they are dead New life filled with power - freedom and peace A baptism of fire - to open blind eyes I've stumbled - i've fell I fought with myself - i'll fight no more Now I can see - a day at a time Hope for tomorrow - bright light breaking through [2nd chorus] Here on his mountain I stand singing praises This chosen one I who changed my life and gave it to god Rebellious child weary of idol's and sin Lord heal me again By you alone I swear my life the living god Pour out your blood Waters of life - flowing and pure Quench this deep thirst - restore my soul Covered in his blood - reborn in the spirit Comforter of promise - guide my new life I surrender my will - and open my heart I receive what you give - with joy i'm filled This promise is mine - my life now given My name again written - eternally to be with thee [repeat 2nd chorus]