Heart Disease - Lyrics - Obsessive Compulsive

There is a steam inside of me, It coils in red and green and smells like blood and cherries, I don't know where it came from, I don't know what it means, And I don't think the other men can see... I get this dream relentlessly, And when I wake I see the colour flow back through me, I think I might be dying, But, baby, isn't everybody? I know the essence in my dream will always be with me, I'm not afraid of normal things... Another night without a dark tunnel, Don't wanna die at the hands of another, I wonder if he'll make me crawl, I wonder how far I might fall? But I'm stuck beneath this skin, I don't know who to blame for this mess I'm in, Involuntarily falling to my knees, Another victim of heart disease, heart disease... Another day to live for the moment, Stay in bed so I can't be stolen, And everything revolves around the fear of my fate, And every day a little closer to satan, And I'm stuck beneath my skin, I don't know who to blame for this mess I'm in, Involuntarily falling to my knees, Another victim of heart disease, heart disease, I think I could be lying, And maybe this could all be a dream, Know the soul that curls inside me, Really needs to scream, I'm not about to die like they die... Stuck beneath my skin, I don't know who to blame for this mess I'm in, And here I go again falling to my knees, Another victim of h-h-heart dise-e-ease... I'm sinking in, And blaming everyone for this mess I'm in, And here I go again falling to my knees, Another victim of heart disease...