What We Used to Have

What we used to have naw it wasn't that bad we had some good times but we also had some bad it wasn't all your fault but it also wasn't mine we played equal parts doin each other wrong while im writin this song im keepin it 100 imma tell you the truth no lies no frontin and it may hurt your feelings it may break your heart it may make you cry but I aint holdin back no more one minute you were there and you used to care now im in despair knowin your now gone and now im tryna find a way in your life to remind you of what we used to have I say I love you baby I cant wait to see you I miss you everyday can I come threw and see you I hate you *** I hope you *** die yea I said I loved you but it all was a lie ok baby im sorry I shouldve never said that can I have your lovin here we go again same *** different day it got pretty tiring that's why I walked away I loved you enough to stay so I came and tried again we got our act together but it only last a minute addicted to the fightin so it only got worse felt bad for your sister so I couldn't see her hurt cuz I love her like my own so im all in it for her no its not healthy cuz I didn't love the girl but I aint wanna lose her family yea I knew they seen her hurt I cant play it off no more girl im sorry for these words one minute you were there and you used to care now im in despair knowing your now gone and now im tryna find a way in your life to remind you of what we used to have now it all started that one time that you got mad I wouldn't go to the room with you oh my bad you must of thought I was creepin around but I really wasn't so you took your ex and you cheated on me wow I was really hurt first time I ever shed tears for one of my girls so I started creepin around cuz I knew you did the same your family thinks im the bad guy but whos to blame? girl I love you really I cant sweat it enough but I love you enough to leave you alone and whats rough I been ignorin you for a reason its cuz im done I said some bad things and you know you did too I apologize to your family and most of all to you what im about to say aint gon make you wanna stay its gon break your heart maybe your family tree one minute you were there and you used to care now im in despair knowing your now gone and now im tryna find a way in your life to remind you of what we used to have so you went and *** my cousin huh but you aint wanna brag qualified you as a hoe ever since that *** happened but your family didn't know well you better tell em now im not lookin like the bad guy no more with my head down but did you notice I started hangin with ya cousin ya bestfriend the one you introduced me to when we was first *** long story short I *** your cousin not once but twice she said I was pretty good and that cousin of mine you *** knew all about it too we have no future girl look back at it whatwe used to have I wanna say I love you one last time heres your song on how I really feel about ya