A retrospective

As I sit here and play My spanish guitar Underneath the stars, It passes the time away. Each note I play Is a memory of Spain, The melodies they take me back there again So as I sit here and play On...

I'm free to go. There's no more need to stay. Throw away the works of years And return to Adam's way. Retreat from shadow To dabble baths and sun bleached joys. Live it out on an island in the mind...

As I sit here and play My spanish guitar Underneath the stars, It passes the time away. Each note I play Is a memory of Spain, The melodies they take me back there again So as I sit here and play On...

"It's not you... It's just the fact that lives come together, they fade apart... It's just the fact that lives come together, they fade apart. As shadows are cast, yet numbed by the light, these...

close my eyes Pull my heart strings Pour my tears from your hands 'connections are never easy,'You said Empty words, empty soul "I believe that we are afraid of one another" "And I, I...

I bleed onto a page for you where diction has lost all its meaning, and secrets fall from lips like dying petals in a forgotten garden. Believing language we speak in tongues deceiving ourselves, my...

forget the broken backed stretch across a painted background you've never experienced. forget the lazy days of daydream departure to faraway laughs you've never heard. forget the backwards walk...

Loved ones tell stories about me to me, but I already know what it's like to die, and to pluck at my ghost's sad eternal. I wrote an apology on the mirror, and one forget-me-not to yours truly....

because it cuts so deep to see myself wishing upon melting stars I cut the cord I finally give in... beyond visions of wretched smiles and the dread that they've befriended I have seen an end to you...

It is almost like we've died entwined in that way we are. And our voices, our touch, our lips are searching for answers to questions not asked. It is not a belief in dreams. It is not a refusal to...