Becoming i

Can't simplify all the things that burn inside But when you ask, I'm fine but I'm lying all the time It's tough to say when you laugh at me this way But in my mind I'm crying, I'm crying all the time...

sometimes I lie awake in bed thinking about the things you said so lost for words so lost to tell you how I feel so terrified of changing what I thought was real it's too bad you're gone it's too bad...

Sunlight warms my face It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'cause I've fallen again The stench smells so real Like...

so I sit here alone trying to find my own way to cope with everything that I've done wrong so I try real hard not to see what you've done to me but I couldn't find my heart and there won't be any...

Why are we here I always seem to ask myself Question averted by the thought of someone else And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried to do Should I give up and let the weight just...

'Cause it moves just like you And it breaks just like me And it lies just like them And these walls are protecting me And so the story goes Stripped down its the same And so the story goes in a blink...

i look outside and see that everything is perfect except for me, i'll always be the one who sits and stares and now and then your just my friend someone i could talk to and it's killing me it's just...

I feel like I don't exist I'm trying too hard to cope with this Cuz if it means too much Then it means too much to me I'm pulling your strings But you're pulling away Its half-past noon Another...

Maybe I... I didn't seem to have a thing left to say I bottled it far away And maybe I... I tryed too hard to find someone to blame Or maybe it's me who changed And now I'm left with nothing... Again...

Every time that I bleed It's my affection And every time I come clean It's my humiliation And everything, that I say I say to save myself And everything, that I say Makes my world come crashing down...