Beyond the tears

I wake to fear to see the thought of you lie there far away, so far away from here on this day I dress for you kneel pray silence surrounds me patience fades away Go Away to see the part in me behind...

Next to me, there's an angel He lifts me up on mountains high When my world falls to pieces He's always there to dry my eyes Beyond the tears, I'll be with jesus Standing near the one I adore Beyond...

A part of me has died, it was the piece that made me be. Looking through these tears, I think could I have prevented the loss? Sworn I would not return here, the deed is done, it's out of reach. But...