there are things I'd like to say that I've said too many times before things I should have done instead of looking for a way to get out you'll never know the sorrow I felt or the hours I've laid awake...
there's a thin line between love and hate I'm standing in a no-man's land and I'm afraid to try and reach the other side how could you give back what you took and tried to hide? I should have never...
silly boy in over his head again silly boy doing his best again silly boy why don't you ever learn? silly boy you can't help getting hurt behind us- lying and hiding behind us - the lying and hiding
I wouldn't speak my mind I didn't want to make them mad I looked up to them for the courage I thought I didn't have I never bothered to lift a finger to make my point now I'm spelling it out and...

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it's hard to hold when the world is spinning learned nothing from the night before or the weeks before that under your influence - right goes wrong under your influence - crossed my mind under your...
what'd you say when I said we'll be here through tomorrow in my heart and in my head fear of failure fear of reprimand two big problems I've never had I never doubted what I had inside... what I have...
what can I say ? why should I try ? I tried to love what I knew I hated I took a lie and I made a truth I defended what I should have denied I never gave a second thought I followed...

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I heard this I heard that what do I believe? it's hard to give it's hard to get and once you've lost it it's always gone I know I shouldn't accept one person's word as truth without at least giving...
sometimes it gets so cloudy it's hard to see everything gets distorted it's all a dream all these smiling faces have lost their shine I guess I'm getting older I just don't relate never go back I wish...
we have tried and failed we have stumbled and fallen we have tried a new taste and spit it back out we have taken a left turn when we meant to turn right we lost sight of our origins but our past...