Until death overtakes me

Pain... Cold... Fear... Lost... Alone... Desolate... Grey... Suicide... Death... Gone... Hideous defunct creation, I am the monolith

Shea'd smile - lovely dance. Shea'd cry - of sheer joy. But no more - death took her smile away. Mountains guard the core of her being, A soul of immense pure beauty. Keep me safe - far from the hurt....

There is no sun, No sun here... Locked in this shell, This monumental casket... Standing in the cold rain, Unable to move away... I dream with the aeons, both trapped in nothingness... Dream of what...

(originally written by F.Chopin)

Fail to see... Will not feel... Can't even remember how to... Feel...Pain... Want to touch... Nothing here... Gone... Nothing here...gone... Cannot care... Flesh is cold... Gone... Cannot care......

In here...solitude In here... the pain You cannot understand Dark vast shape Eyes like statue... dreams for tonight Once the dancer , nothing no more Refuge in tapers of thought Flee in aeons of...

To continue that motion towards the end, Slowly...circling...dancing. This path of solitude, Towards the immense shapeless emptiness. Graceful Transcent, Circling towards the ineditable. Bereft of...

Reach for the cold - eyes stare dead - unspoken dreams. Absence of will - no joy in life - let me go. Guide me away - another path - another life. In need of - Understanding - for times to come. All...

Tore my hope away, left nothing within - hollow, scarred forever. And their eyes never cease to look, the laughter goes on, inside my mind. Every dream they tear apart. My own belief against the...