Veronika decides to die

Murky waters live in my eyes Within my restless nights Begging the spring rain to fall Escape these murky waters Make you remove this blinding pain And my cliffhigh prison This is the growing vision...

And the warm wind caressed me deeply Gently touched my soul Made me forget all dark thoughts Sadness on its way Sorrow nevermore to stay I'm the mare in my dreams I'm the scarred wrist I fear I'm...

In this black cold night Make me calm Stop the blood running from my eyes In my mind From the places in my mind When the darkness embraces me I do not feel alone When the darkness embraces me I know...

I'm standing here Watching the clouds float by Wondering why the pain never deserted me The sadness, sorrow, bewilderedness that never left I'm flying away I'm flying away Holding hands with myself...

Darkness falls upon my mind Recalls all the sleepless nights Shadows of my faceless pain Feelings of the deep dark rain Will my sad memories wash away With my shame? Will the rain wash away the demons...

I wish upon the stars My dreams will come through I leave tonight Please come... come clean and true If I'm still here I cannot say If I'm going... going on or away Load me perfect time I wish upon...

Here strolls the blackened sky With me, myself and I Let's pretend well meet again Pretend you knew me Pretend you cared Lets pretend we once kissed With compassion With heartfelt affection Let's...

I Long I do me wrong And I do it again My sorrow rain My feeling pain See me through, walk me through I long I still long I long I long so much away - from me - for me I long I still long Take my lips...